Month: 2
Week: 2
Day: 3
Subliminal stack: (Month 2)
- Sanguine Ultima (1x)
- Rebirth Ultima (1x)
- Beyond Limitless Ultima (1x)
- Emperor Q (2x)
- Alchemist Q ST1 (2x)
I’m glad October has ended, and now since it’s a new month, it feels like a unique opportunity to improve. October was very soul-numbing, and I couldn’t do anything productive (well, at least when it came to my studies).
It’s been a month and two weeks since I started a strict listening regimen without any additions except the number of loops each week.
Month one stack:
- Sanguine Ultima
- Regeneration Q
- Limit Destroyer Q
I feel so happy for my fellow sub-club users that their lives and mental states are getting better. Know that I respect all of you and applaud your committment towards a better life.
However, as we know, not everything works for everyone. Not every tool, idea, or belief can be utilized or even be beneficial in the same way to everyone.
I’m not sure why, even though I’ve been pushing myself and trying my utmost best to get better, I still can’t sense a significant change in my psychological state or my life in general. Could it be because I’m still going through withdrawal from the psych meds I’ve been taking? I don’t know yet. Therefore I cannot identify it as a cause of what’s been going on. I am yet to find why.
There’s still this thing that’s keeping me from doing what I have to do, such as studying, practice making music, eating healthy, exercising, reading, among other habits. It’s like some type of mental block that is still happening with me even before I started this journey with subliminal club.
Even though I know that the Ultima titles are both ultrasonic and masked tracks mixed into one track, with all honesty, listen to Ultima tracks feels explicitly like an annoying chore at this point. I find the water sounds to be way too distracting and disturbing. It is not about how strong it’s effects are claimed to be, and rather the sound itself, and the volume of course.
This has been my problem with almost every single subliminal service I have purchased a product from. Some provided four different versions/ sounds of the same thing, and that was a great idea.
I mean, hey, it’s much better than the youtube Subliminals that I had experimented with last year while I was listening to other “professionally made” Subliminals. The music choice and the mixing tended to be horrible when it came to most youtube channels.
The good thing is that subliminal club provides ultrasonics. My issue here is that I want to get the effect that Ultima is being claimed to have but I guess ultima is just not doing it for me whatsoever. And it is not a matter of reconciliation, I’ve had MDD and several types of anxiety for a long time, and after listening to the subs I didnt feel worse or better (because of the subs).
Yes, I’ve been doing therapy but at the moment, that isn’t helping that much either.
Perhaps I’ll do some changes to my stack and make them ultrasonics, that way I can stay a bit more positive, focused, and undisturbed, so i can figure this whole thing out and get to improve like how everyone is claiming to have been improving on these subliminals.
Best of luck to everyone. 
I’m here to learn, share my knowledge and help. Try to read something about Tryptophan and Rosea Rhodiola. There was a time I suffered from a severe depression and Tryptophan helped me within one week. I also healed by myself something they diagnosed as Schizophrenia and couldn’t help me but ordered many useless drugs. I used Choline.