I thought I was the most normal human being on the planet but through ZP I found out that I’m a Primary/Type 1 “Psychopath” I put that word in quotations because of how disgustingly stigmatized it is through pop culture’s overly dramatic, romanticized lens of what it is, when it’s something entirely else.
Psychopathy =/= Wanting to kill people or serial killer (No)
Psychopathy = Immune to societal conditioning & muted response to danger. We’re basically the hunters of… the hunters. (Yes)
I think we’re so stigmatized because no matter how hard society tries, it will never be able to put us in a box or cause us to conform; just like everyone else. Which is pretty cool.
I was in semi denial for a while, even while writing this, instead of typing “I am a psychopath” I was opting for “I am most likely a psychopath”. lol.
I’m listening to Wanted, GLM, Emperor & AC all together. (ZP)
I see wanted’s physical and auric effects.
I see Emperor alongside GLM planting seeds of dominance, invincibility, power & control deep in my subconscious. Albeit this version of Emperor is really sucky. It just absolutely lacks the coldness the other versions had with them.
Even as a psychopath, I feel soft as fuck. Because you see, psychopathy doesn’t mean you don’t have kindness or a conscience, it just means you’re not affected by danger, you can face a tiger and not give a fuck, but you can still be overly feeling for others (I still have a very cold and detached thought process, don’t misunderstand, which might confuse you, because real psychopathy is an incredibly complex topic).
The older versions of Emperor ensured to put you in touch with the deepest parts of your masculine core, and gave you reigns over all of the coldest parts of you. Which the Emperor in ZP doesn’t even begin to scratch.
Like, what Emperor ZP is trying to do, I could have done all by my own, and it’s irritating me. I really miss the more “gnarly” versions. GLM does not do what I’m looking for, even if it’s a beneficial product overall.
Like, on the Emperor from 2018, my presence would encapsulate pretty much everything. People would crave to be led by me. Plus the amazing physical toughness, I would wake up with really strong hard on’s. I felt as if I could really smash through brick walls. My body was over flowing with testosterone.
Right now, I listen to all 4 programs on the same day, with two loops of AC every 5 days and one loop of everything else, every other day, alternating with Dragon Reborn Ultima.
My goal is to get @SaintSovereign & @Fire to put Emperor v2 in ZP format.
Emperor ZP is ASS compared to v2 & v4.