Musings from the Dark

I’ve been trying to find ways to become more productive. In my latest attempt I’ve gone back to one of my old customs and decided to pair it with Khan ST2.

The custom in question:

Quantum Limitless ST4 Core
Emperor Core
Machine: Action
Omnidimensional
The Streams
Productivity Unleashed
Unlimiter
Submodel Alpha
Carpe Diem Ascended
Financial Success Reality Shifter
Khronos Key
True Sell
I.Q. and Cognitive Booster
RAIKOV
The lines
Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy
DEUS
The Single Point
Mosaic
Ultimate Writer

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The custom in question was made back in April so it doesn’t benefit from the ZP rebalance but I don’t think that it will affect the quality of my results.

So far, the combination has been working relatively well. I’ve been feeling less anxious and I feel more comfortable around women, though in a different way than I did while I was running WANTED. I’m getting more things done but I still need to fix my organization as I’m severely lacking in sleep.

I’ve also been trying to use affirmations to better orient my conscious guidance and so far, I feel like it’s making a big difference in terms of which parts of the sub I’m manifesting.

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So today is day one of my washout and I’ve been doing a bit of self-reflection. First thing to admit is that I’m a highly influence and suggestible person, while it’s generally a good thing in daily life, it does make it hard for me to stick with my stack when I lurk on the forum too much… I already took a break from the forum a few months ago to run Emperor and I’ll probably be doing the same thing again next year when I find a combination I really want to dive into. In the meantime, I’ll exercise my self-control and keep up to date with the happenings here, there’s too many things for me to learn from the forum right now.

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I’ve also been trying to figure what I want to focus on in life. I’m a jack of all trade by nature but I want to learn how to excel in the things I give my attention to. How do I learn how to become great at all the things I want to do? The obvious answer is to do less things and make sure that they don’ t conflict with each other. While that seems like an easy solution, how do I differentiate between childish goals, goals and expectations forced onto me by others and my true calling? I think I’ll spend a lot of time trying to answer that question.

As much as I wanted my next run to be laser focused, I think I’ll be better off trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. Finding what I truly want when all things are in a vacuum.

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It’s almost 3 am had a Monster to stay up later than I should so I could work on making more Anki cards, not done yet but I made a lot of progress. I think I may have had a huge break through today, but it doesn’t feel like I changed at all TBH, I just started doing things all of a sudden.

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Song of the day, I’ve been listening to this pretty much all day as I’ve been slowly catching with weeks of missed schoolwork and bad notes. At the pace I am going I should be done catching up with my class by next Thursday at the latest.

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