(( after 3 rest days ))
At the same time that I began the new cycle, I began a very strong Sacred Geometry treatment. It was a lot for me to handle. I had to stop everything for the last 3 days because I had a very strong emotional crisis.
I think right now I’m going to have to choose whether to prioritize the treatment or the subs. Or make microloops for whatever is a priority at the moment.
I know that G:M is still a priority and that now more than ever I need to have a certain consistency with it, even if it’s a microloop.
Only God knows what I’m going through to make a living from the trading market. Monday and Tuesday were very challenging days. A big loss left me completely helpless.
I’m a Genesis lover, but I think I’m going to put it aside for a while in the next few days. I need to give Mogul the space to do for me what Genesis did for me, and I really want to keep feeling the effects of PR.
I had my first PR loop on Sunday (only 20s) and damn, people went crazy at a party I went to.
People were hitting on me hard. One guy was all over me for a long time. He said I’m a goddess, a brilliant, special being. People are opening up to me a lot more. EVERYONE I come into contact with wants to open up to me. It’s curious.
After several months of not wanting to kiss anyone, on Sunday I kissed two people very easily.
I consider myself bisexual at the moment and I felt that men and women came to me easily. A woman wants to meet me.
BUT I want to conquer a special person with PR and make love with her. I hope I can create a romantic place with her. We’ve had a lot of challenges since the beginning of the year and we haven’t made love. I know she likes me. This would be an attempt to start again and fulfil that desire.
Genesis is incredible, but I need the strength of Mogul, and since it’s been a lot to process, it seems the most rational choice to just keep G:M and PR.