Mountain's journal for his Dragon reborn limit destroyer journey

Journals - Major Programs
#1

Probably won’t make this a recurring journal but the feeling is strong so it seems noteworthy.

I’ve been in a stuck state for a long time. Got drld downloaded and played a short 2 minute loop at @Geoff suggestion.

Played 2 minutes, didn’t intent to play anymore. After a while 2 more. Then 1:47 more.

My root is throbbing. Not bad, just intense. I have been playing r.I.c.h. Regularly before this. Usually when I play r.I.c.h. It’s my left knee that feels energy. I’ll do a full 21 days and then start rebuilding my pathways to manifestion. Feeling good.

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#2

Ha I lied about not updating, this is cool stuff.

Something I don’t talk about happened when my initiation problem started. makes sense my root was blocked. Knew that but froze when I tried to do anything about it.

Today I went for a walk. I haven’t done that in a long time. It’s hot today. I got back and laid down. I wondered if I overexposed to heat.

First my crown started exploding. Than my heart. Than my solar plexus. Than my sacral.

That’s a lot of energy. A little scary but a great ride.

Def do those short loops with this one if you have multiple years of blocked energy.

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#3

How do you unblock the energies?

#4

There’s a lot of methods, breathe work, stuff like that. Personally, kinda a fan of technology though.

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#5

Sitting at a desk, working on getting things moving in the direction I want. Realizing I’ve been a jerk to many people. Some i feel bad about it. Some I don’t.

I was wondering why I was getting negative results from the same action. It wasn’t the same action. I changed, not for the better. Feel like that’s stopping and I can move forward better.

Perspective is a powerful thing.

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#6

That’s one manic episode from over exposing a few days ago.

Massively moved forward. I was taking action. Something just feel out of the sky.

Just got off the phone for an opportunity. I think that was a panic attack. I’ll take a few days off and start much smaller loops.

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#7

@Mountain I’ve changed the title of your journal so people won’t confuse it with the main discussion thread for DRLD. If you would like to change the title to something else, please reply to this by typing in any new title for your journal.

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#8

I made some changes to my listening setup. While I haven’t played this file since then I just restarted it. Let’s see if anything changes in reaction. I’m trying to trigger a strong response. Need to go to at least 8 mins.

5 minutes in and my third eye has spinning. Pulse is normal.

Always something on the left side. Left side of face feels flush.

8 minutes done, stopped not because I felt I should I just don’t want to have a crazy reaction.

Feel good, will report back if anything strange happens.

#9

Went back and finished the full 15 minutes of this title. No strange symptoms. Just some additional spinning, slight, medial, crown area.

I became super suspicious of my headphones and iPad.

Don’t laugh but I gave them a burial, encapsulated them and moved on. If you ever find an iPad on the side of the turnpike don’t risk it.

I’m suspicious of some files I ran and have questions about a person who really wanted me to unlock my iPad and who’s behavior was visibly incongruous while using it.

Who knows. It’s a strange world.

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#10

Oh man this is an awesome file. I was locked up when I started using it. Living in a city I just didn’t like, not moving forward, with someone I really didn’t like, which was weird for me.

Since my night of super strange body sensations I’ve moved to a city I love and I get stuff done. Just a temporary spot here for now. But it’s in an area I like. Good food. Good transit. Dope architecture.

I definitely feel like this was a valuable purchase.

Two things occur to me.

I have no desire to work all day. Being able to is cool but I don’t need that much of a propulsion system. It got me in trouble before. More balance for the future.

Probably look to wrap up work with this file over the next week and switch in eog and maybe something fun.

Ultimate artist? Improve phone pictures of this stupidly beautiful city before it gets too cold to walk instead of the subway?

Physical shifting? I’d love to make a custom and just hit all of the areas that need help. More muscle, more visual acuity? That’s probably a longer timeline project.

Maybe make something bigger because why not. Physical shifting scares me a little. I don’t know what they put in the files but physically shifting … maybe the energy requirements are high?

Just thinking out loud. Hope everyone is moving forward.