Stack:
QL Stage 2 C2 Last Loop (C = Cycle)
EMP+ ZPQ
Name Embedded Major - Emperor + The Feedback Loop QZP:
I’m feeling so much self-hatred; you can’t begin to imagine how bad it is. I assumed it was recon, but it wasn’t, I just hated who I’ve become. I’ve taken a hard look at myself.
I didn’t expect to take such a hard look at myself. I’ve slipped so much in the last four months. I sat down and looked at what I could do to improve. Boy, was that list long as hell. I’ve stopped doing so much self-improvement; quit the gym, stopped eating healthy, barely go out unless I need to, and more.
I’ve acted as everything is good and thought everything was good. It really wasn’t good. I thought I only had some small areas to improve. It wasn’t small. I lost all the habits. It is hell.
So, I set out to make a schedule/plan, breaking it down into small steps for each habit I want to regain.
The first thought I had when I made this was, “This is going to be tough. I’m going to hate it.” The second thought was, “fuck it. Let’s go.”
I’ll start the plan as soon as possible and refine it along the way.
If everything goes well, I’ll be ordering QTKS later with both EMP + QL + LME.
Creatio Ex Nihilo
Ex Nihilo Nihil Fit
New cycle starts on February 26, 2025
Stack:
QL Stage 3 C1
EMP+ ZPQ
Before EMP + Feedback Loop & Why I picked EMP instead other Majors.
I stopped running everything except QL, and that has been and still is a “major” mistake. I thought it would be a good idea to order EMP ZPQ to stack with it so I could build on my character and self.
Why build on my character and self? I need to improvement in other sections of life.
It’s been a long time since I’ve run EMP or any other archetypes. It’s either been Mogul, ME, or similar stuff.
I ordered customs but never used them for more than a cycle or less. I’d listen for a bit, skip loops, or play them once a week and then complain about the lack of results (only with customs).
Edit Notes
Deleted from Name Embedded Majors
Edited for Grammar
Structure Fix.
*I finally had time after work to read and format what I originally meant.