Start date : 8/8/2026
Stack: Monarch
Minds Eye
This Title is powerful just like I knew it would be. I felt it right away like seductress. This title definitely came right on time.
Divine Timing: on 7/25/26 I put in my resignation at a soul draining job that I had been at for almost 3 years i knew 2 years ago it wasn’t for me but didn’t have the courage to leave. I stayed out of fear from years of operating out of survival mode. My last day was on 8/7/2026
I was born on a New Moon during an eclipse on Thanksgiving . What are we in eclipse season 8/12 solar eclipse. In Leo what is Leo the king ,The ruler, Royalty
On July 22nd I found out that the private Montessori school my daughters have attended for the past 3 years was shutting down via email. This was a huge shock to both me and my daughters the staff and the other parents. This event prompted my resignation I knew at that moment it was time! it’s a new beginning for all of us. I enrolled them into this school the same month I was hired at the job I just resigned from.
For the past year I’ve been working on my confidence and courage to go back to school to become a Nurse. I had a lot of self limiting beliefs to knock out the way
Am I to old ? Nope
Can I afford it ? Where there is a will there is a way!
Am I smart enough ? Ain’t nothing to it but to do it
I had to remind myself there is a reason people go to school which is to learn. I had to switch my mindset and remind myself this isnt just a job it’s a career. This isn’t just a couple days of training this will be a few years of learning and earning a degree.
There is an abundance of resources : Study groups , apps, practice test , journals, flash cards digital products.
The foundation has been set
I am listening to Monarch with clear intent true vision. I can already see things taking shape especially internally.
Something that stood out to me in the title description was the Rage aspect. Yes I have plenty of it that I have suppressed. One of the reasons I decided to go into nursing was because of my rage over the past few years I have dealt with some pretty intense health issues. I was dismissed, I wasn’t heard or seen I had to be near death to get the treatment I deserved. I started asking myself why am I in this loop why am I experiencing this. A couple of months ago I went in for a procedure where I had to go under anasthesia well whatever the resident gave me caused a bad reaction they told me I would be going to sleep in a couple seconds the next thing I knew I jumped up heart racing , nauseated, the urge to rip the oxygen mask of my face and run out the room. Well the issue was resolved but it took a while. When I woke up I was angry I told my doctor and she brushed it off and said she would document it in the notes well there was no documentation in my report .I thought to myself how many other people does this happen to.I left there with a passion to advocate for patients I started looking into careers with a focus on patient advocacy and then it hit me Nursing. Im constantly researching supplements herbs, medicine, hormones, psychology, nutrition, the human body etc… Then it hit me I do this all for free anyways I should go back to school and get paid for what I enjoy learning about .
But there is something missing in that story above yes I have rage yes I know my path is to be of service to others. But…. Where did i advocate for myself in that story I didn’t follow up with the doctor and say you said you would document notes in my report and you didn’t. I let it go. See I’m mentioning all this because a Queen advocates for herself she wears her crown with boldness she knows her worth. Commands aren’t spoken with silence. Rule and Reign require confidence. This is where MONARCH comes in and since listening the things I need to work on are coming to the surface. Nursing can be a bit toxic from hospitals trying to low ball you and not pay you what you deserve To bullying in the work place To the hospital blaming you for a critical situation that they don’t want to take accountability for . I have to go into this with the Mindset of a Queen it is necessary for my success.
I will not be stopping at the bedside although I will be starting there to get the much needed critical care experience. I eventually want to start my own Nursing business. Concierge, coaching, possibly a medspa , holistic health. I know with experience I will become much clearer on the business path. I am a woman with ADHD I get bored easily and when I’m bored I lose energy fulfillment which is another reason I love nursing
There are so many opportunities so many specialties to choose from and experience. This is also where where Monarch comes in Clear Focus and building an Empire with true Intent.
I can see my vision clear my mind is shifting and I’m build mode. I added minds eye to my stack because over the past few months I have been having issues visualizing my goals and over the past few days this stack is definitely helping with my visualization I am seeing my future goals come alive.
Love and relationships is not really a focus right now but one thing that I just haven’t been able to do is end my12 year toxic Marriage talk about repressed rage and resentment ugh. I stay silent I try to keep the peace but the internalization has aged me drained me remember those health issues I mentioned yes the marriage is a big part. This is also a goal an intention that I have set while listening to Monarch I feel that I need to gain independence to make that move so that’s where I’m starting. THE QUEEN DOES NOT MARRY THE JESTER. The jester entertains and amuses but i dont need entertainment or amusement in this stage of my life. I will rule my kingdom with Focus, Determination and Power no distractions allowed.
I just had my 2nd listen I will be back with updates as this journey unfolds my next journal entries will be much more focused on the effects and experience.
