One thing that clicked in my head when reading this from @Azriel is everyone has a different league of what makes them a top performer. What I noticed is I may not have as much money as @Azriel or @Jouissance but I have now a social circle and power that I can utilize whenever I need which in one bring a lot responsibility but a lot of fear to. If I wanted to make something happening with my skills or my circle I can but this also bring a lot of opportunity some of the connections I have in my circle are 100x more successful then me and are looked up to by thousands and then thereās me casually being friends with them and having dinner with them on a Saturday night or casually working on a project for them that THEY trust me with me to complete.
I think I may have the classic symptoms of impostor syndrome thinking Iām not enough or why do people like me? Kind of thing where Iāve attained such a good amount of power and skills and such a powerful network but I just donāt realize it, think itās normal and itās nothing crazy when some people would do anything for those connections or that power.