Okay, so I still haven’t focused too much on growing my business. There have been a few distractions over the last few days. And by distractions, I mean women. I’m not sure if it’s all the Khan programming lingering around, or possibly some “dominance” programming from EoG (I saw Saint mention something about it in another thread) - but I had two girls throw themselves at me this weekend. One literally and the other much more subtly. I know I’d stated earlier this week that I wouldn’t include stuff involving romantic/dating events in this journal as EoG is all about wealth generation but after seeing Saint’s comment about how EoG will have some of that same dominance/alpha programming in it as well - it seems worth tracking.
I went dancing with girl 1 on night 1, the last time I’d seen this girl she very specifically told me she “only sees me as a friend” so I thought we were going out as just friends. Halfway through the night she comes up to me on the dance floor, grabs my face, and proceeds to make out with me everywhere in the club for the rest of the night. We left back for my place, hung out and talked for a bit, then she went home around 4am. Didn’t end up going any further but I’m fairly sure I’ll be able to make plans with her again and seal the deal. It’s worth noting that when we were talking back at my place she was essentially volunteering to recruit herself into my business. She kept talking about how she wants to do something exactly like what I’m doing now. The only reason I didn’t mention anything to her is because I have a steadfast rule about not mixing business with pleasure and I really want to see where this goes. Although that made more sense at the time, it makes less sense looking back. But I didn’t have the abundance mindset I have now in regards to dating. Probably because night 2 hadn’t happened yet and it’s been a few months dry spell for me.
Fast forward to night 2. Girl I went to high school with, we’ve been friends a long time. Not super close friends mind you, but I thought for sure I was in the friend zone with this one too. We started the night at my house, had a few shots, smoked weed, talked, no big deal. We get to the club and she starts casually dancing with me and instantly acting more flirty. I decide to go for it. Took control of the night, brought her in closer and essentially dominated her throughout the evening. There was less making out than girl 1 but there was waaaay more dirty dancing and pure seductiveness. There were not a whole lot of guys in that bar that I wasn’t the envy of. We get back to my place and for the second night in a row, nothing actually goes down. On the surface it would seem that I suck at closing but I’m fairly sure that the case in both instances was that neither girl wanted to be perceived as a slut who would give it up on the first date. A second or third encounter with either I’m sure will end more satisfactorily.
Both nights ended pretty late and the recovery time the next day led to a whole lot of inactivity. Although reflecting back, I feel like I could have actually done more. I did kind of have the energy, despite the alcohol and lack of sleep en masse this weekend - but I think I justified my normal behaviour with the “success” of the previous nights. Something I will avoid in the future. That said, another friend I’ve known for 10+ years has free tickets to a comedy show tonight. She used to be a stripper and the last time I went to a comedy show with her I hooked up with one of her stripper friends after the show so we’ll see about what be done to manifest some more good times. But I will get to work tomorrow despite what happens. The talk to people challenge will happen in the next 48 hours. I’m putting my foot down