I damn near weeped today. A friend of mine showed me his kidās youtube channel. He is so adorable, pure and innocent.
9 year old, making Minecraft and Roblox videos.
Asked me if I want to make a YouTube channel because he can teach me.
So fucking precious. Lmao.
I did it, Iām now full monogamy.
Me 8 days ago:
Well that escalated quickly. Hahahaha.
Literally cracking up right now.
Alrightā¦
8.5/10: Iām still learning this as itās relatively new. Weāre both romantically and sexually uninterested in other people. We canāt even think of other people. Not even sexually. I would choose her over any other woman and this is new to me. The interest is not through loyalty or anything fear related, but just based on pure attraction for one another. We are too attracted to each other to the point that everything else becomes insignificant. Sex is kind of fucking me up. My partner is empathic like me, and lusts for the heights of emotion. We both want our souls scarred forever by emotional depth. The desire to feel. The desire to be human. There is no higher ecstasy. I write poems and tell them to her. Next level shit. It gets cringey level of intimate. A lot of vulnerability. Really true unconditional love. We are basically complete naked to each other with complete acceptance for one another. There is a mutual knowing and intuition that we are each otherās āsoul matesā. Weāre both deep into it all the way, itās not a belief or theory for us.
She isnāt a Instagram model but her uniqueness is the most beautiful thing Iāve ever seen. I have a hard time trying to put it into words - Iāve tried many times. I chalk it down to her energy and liveliness. Itās intoxicating and makes you feel things that mere physical beauty could never. She is very pretty though. Itās the harmony of her features/body and her being that has taught me a different level of beauty. The full self-expression. I canāt rate her anything but an 11. Not just her body but her personality, hobbies, quirks infatuate me.
She reciprocates everything and thatās the key. Itās like we are in competition with each other. Itās a timeless dance. She will never one up me.
The only reason this is not a 10/10 is because I feel like it can go deeper. It is already getting deeper. I donāt know if it will cap out. I donāt know how, but intuitively there is something that can be developed even more. Iām scared of it. Iāve never been in deep like this before. With one person? Fuck no.
Weāre not clingy and overly attached, but there is this seamlessness when weāre together. That weāre just yin and yang. Chemistry. Flow. We just fully understand each other, not just on an identity level but a soul purpose level. We know what weāre learning from each other. I wonāt get into it, too personal.
If you want this type of relationship, you first need to accept and love yourself completely. I was recently sitting in nature. Alone. It helped me change some perceptions of mine. Became aware of some things. Had some epiphanies.
I think Heartsong is one of the top subliminals for QoL, along with Renaissance Man.
Heartsong, based on the description, should jump you to a 7.5/10 or higher in your romantic life.
ROI of Heartsong seems wild.
The nudges have been there for a while.
This 14 days ago:
Obviously my whole anti-vegan shtick is trolling. My partner herself, isnāt a big fan of meat.
Those nature vibes from my troll story and then the Viking music vibesā¦ I just decided to switch things up a little and go out.
I wanted some clarity and deep introspection. To get away from everything. I can just meditate in a quiet room, but I wanted the immersion. The actualization of actually going out and surrounding myself with nature. Itās different.
So thereās this trail that I used to regularly visit many years ago. One of my best friends (no longer in my life) and I, use to go there all the time and screw around. Quick tangent, but the backstory for why he left my life is because he wasnāt really a friend. I was so traumatized at the time that he pretty much used me for his own gain, by me helping him through college. When he no longer had a use for me, he distanced himself. I ended up getting traumas from that relationship, after realizing that he had been using me the whole time. That took me months to work through because I felt like complete shit. Anyways, back to the trail, pun intended.
Itās a large trail and it goes deep into an ecosystem. There are off-beaten paths that youāre not supposed to go throughā¦ but of course if no one is around, which there usually isnātā¦ then you can just quickly go and get lost.
I went in deep and I was completely alone. I felt a lot of nostalgia. I donāt usually go into nature. I go to the beach every now and then butā¦ this type of nature is different.
It was the complete quietness and solitude. This grounded feeling. I found some place to sit and began to reflect on my life. My motivations, my desires. Why I want what I want. Looking for guidance from the ancestors.
I figured out a lot about myself. I remember just standing there, thinking about what was there where I was standingā¦ 100,000 years ago. All types of weird shit.
I wasnāt on a drug trip or anything like that. I donāt even smoke weed. I was completely sober. I stay far away from drugs. I remember one of my classmates from college once came back from a weekend of doing LSD. This guy was so strange, zoned out and out of it that it was unsettling. Donāt do drugs, kids. Lmao.
So Iām there in the middle of nature. I realize that weāre all fucking human. We eat, we shit, we piss, we live, we die, we get angry, we get sad, we love. Whatever. Nobody is really better than anybody else. People are skilled in different things and thatās about it. Why do we pedestalize people, when in our true nakedness we are hardly different from each other. Within that, I found this insane level of confidence and self-acceptance, in not giving an absolute fuck about what anybody thinks about me. Iām like the fucking trees now. Whatever inhibition I had left, has just vanished. Nature seems to accept itself and just do its thing without caring. We can learn a lot from nature. There is a certain level of beauty in just being free from yourself, without a darn care. The raw natural aspect of being human, being yourself. Something that nobody can take away from you. Not even god.
A lot of other stuff happened, maybe Iāll write about it later.
Really coolā¦ on my way back I saw what I believe to be a Great Horned Owl, it was massive. Really magical moment and I nearly shit my pants. Lmao.
Since I started running Emperor it would be interesting to hear your own experience with Emperor if you can share. I have it for the purpose of motivation, wealth, productivity, and also inner game.
Yeah Luther, I agree. We want an Emperor review! Lol
Even the universe wants a review of Emperor lol.
Emperor is boring
That is why you were on him 8 months 
?
All my opinion:
Emperor from a QoL standpoint doesnāt have ROI in the grand scheme of things.
Itās basic. It will jump you from 5/10ās to 6/10 and 6.5/10s.
Itās mid. Itās the alpha-scripting phase. You grow out of that fast and then things become boring.
Emperor is like a broad āpillā that levels up all areas of your life from average to above average.
For the low percentiles, itās incredible. But once youāve pushed into a new level, it becomes very boring. I see it as a stepping stone subliminal in terms of QoL.
Me writing a review or paragraphs about Emperor is insanely boring. Whoopdie due, I became productive and cultivated a mamba mindset like Kobe Bryant and I felt more confident. Manifested wealth opportunities. Yay me. Fucking boring. Iām too deep into the high levels of life now, where motivations and fascinations are different and come from a different place. Where everything is emotion, freedom and love. Hard to explain.
Not dissing on Emperor. At a place and time it was my favorite subliminal. Itās good. Lol.
What do you think is the best ROI sub in your opinion?
you would love RM. Effortless mastery of skills (language learning?), total fascination with life, tremendous positivity and inspirational vibes. Your right about it being underrated and underappreciated Its one of my top 3 subs and I think it would make you more of what you already are in the best way possible.
YO. SPOT ON. SPOT ON. SPOT ON.
I was gonna try Emperor after running Genesis cause that was supposed to be the thing to do but tbh I still had this hesitation in my mind so I got Khan Black Instead.
Itās precisely that. Iāve always questioned why I just donāt love it. And I donāt look forward to it like how I love Renaissance Man for ex.
Dude ever considered Renaissance Man? U talk Freedom, Expression, Love, Creativity, Detachment, Exploration of Depth, Intensity, Heaven on Earth? Thats RM lmaoo
Ran it for the longest time and manā¦ Bro.
I experienced going back to being a kid on it.
When you just didnāt care, wanted to build, create and play, explore and learnā¦
Started doing things I never even saw myself doing cause I blocked myself from pursuing it due to my ego and attachment to money, I could go on and on lmao
Genesis is also beautiful.
Wowā¦ How did you meet her btw?
Thatās a long story, maybe Iāll write about it later.
Itās not crazy, because Heartsong basically shoots you straight up to a 7.5/10 - eventually.
With potential to keep developing, given the nature of ZP.
This is why I say that itās very high ROI. In a single sub, youāre leveling up the totality of your romantic life without cap.
The only thing missing are sexual componentsā¦ but hereās the thing. Heartsong would likely work on them indirectly and give you clarity on what to develop.
Basically, Heartsong is more of an infinity stone than a stepping stone.
Obviously a lot of men will be at a 5/10, 6/10 and 6.5/10 and they just want the gratification of a Chad type of lifestyle. For that reason, theyāll overlook Heartsong. Nothing wrong with that, because I went the same route. Youāre still leveling, just on your own grounds and through your own experience.
Really depends where one is at.
This is all covered in Heartsong. It improves your relationship, meaning itās very broad in what it can target.
Soā¦youāre running Heartsong then? Are you still listening to Limitless as well? Itās hard to relate your results as I donāt think you announced your stack have you?
No I dropped Limitless.
Experimental stack that will cause people to jump me, so I donāt bother.
Letās just say Iām an advanced user and keep it at that. Lmao.