I sympathize. There is so much I want to do, I felt stuck not knowing what to do. So I made a decision about 2 months ago to prioritize healing. I put aside other subliminals. I’ve been through hellish reconciliation. But now there is light at the end of the tunnel, and it’s not an on-coming train…
I’m going to be prioritizing healing for perhaps another month or so, then get back to other things.
All that negative thinking I used to have in the back ground is emptying out. I almost feel spooked by how quiet my head is often. How people will say and do things that normally would have got me nervous or angry, and yet now I often feel nothing in reaction to it.
I don’t know what to tell you about where to start because what I say might not speak to you right now. Some how I think you’ll think of something. I have faith in you.