Mecharc Limiting Belief Journal

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#41

Today is my last day before the washout period. 2nd Cycle with
Khan stage 1,
Ascended Mogul,
Health Custom

I have realized that I lose my temper very easily. I lose my temper even in high stake professional situations.

I’m thinking that the dominance of khan may not be bringing out the best in me.

So, when I sense bullshit, even before I can properly assess the situation, my anger goes from 0 to 100

My mismanagement of temper has almost gotten me into grave trouble.

For my third cycle, I’m considering removing khan from my stack and replacing it with

power can corrupt,
Or
Sanguine

so that I can maintain my composure during tense or bullshit
communication / situations

What is your opinion ? Thanks in advance!

@magician @TheBoxingScientist @Davisnwc @Palpatine @Lion

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#42

I don’t really have an opinion, as I’ve yet to use PCC very often. I’m not sure it’ll help with anger control, though. It’s more showing you when people are manipulating you.

I’d think that, if anything, it could make you more angry, if your anger is come from something that needs “healed” with something like Dragon Reborn.

it’s 3:30am here where I’m at, though. I’m tired. Going to sleep haha.
Love Bomb might help with anger issues. I really do “love” that one.

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#43

When I sense bullshit, my anger turns from 0 to 100

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#44

You can try:

  • Khan
  • PCC
  • Health Custom

…and see if it helps with your social skills (and temper). I have only used Emperor v2 with PCC v2 and it made me socially savvy. Am guessing PCC ZP will help Khan ZP in a similar way too.

If that doesn’t work out, try

  • Khan
  • Sanguine
  • Health Custom

But if your goal is to be productive, then

  • AM
  • PCC
  • Health Custom

PCC will help you with work and personal life. Sanguine is nice but I haven’t used it a lot.

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#45

Love this, thanks!!

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#46

Last couple of days were holidays and I went full hermit mode

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#47

Sanguine may be more your thing here, but let me ask, when you sense BS what makes you lose your temper besides just the fact that you think you’re being lied to?

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#48

It just pisses me off that they are unnecessarily wasting my time and I have the urge to shove them back into their place.

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#49

I would say AM with Khan is too much alpha reprogramming. Or it could be reconciliation.

I agree with lion.

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#50

I can definitely understand that. I used to be that way too but see what made me change my approach is that when I get angry, I’m that way for hours on end (usually just an hour or two since starting ZP and my emotional control is getting better). I just starting adopting the method of asserting myself with a firm but non-angry tone. Basically I just tell people I feel like my time is being wasted and that since I’m respecting their time I expect the same treatment. If you’re not serious about “x” then let’s just stop kidding ourselves and use the time and energy for something else.

Ppl will usually start telling the truth from there or just agree to walk away. If they do get upset I hang up or just walk away leaving them with a raised voice. Just cause they’re mad or whatever else doesn’t mean I have to be too.

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#51

My anger management issue is slow getting outta controlled.

I destroyed my phone today!

#52

Anger seems like it’s about the outside, and it is. But it’s also about the inside.

We generate anger when our boundaries feel threatened. Anger is what energizes us to have thing put back to where we feel they should be.

As time goes by and you become stronger and more assured, you will also feel less threatened and more in control.

I agree with @Lion (doh! typed ‘Raphael’ at first.) Power Can Corrupt will help. It will give you a clearer view of 1. what people are doing, 2. why they are doing it, and 3. how much it does or does not actually relate to you. You will not need to feel threatened because you will see more clearly how to handle things in your favor.

Anger is not a disease however. Only ‘excessive anger’ is. (as well as ‘insufficient anger’. that’s more at my end of things.) Your anger will still be available for you to draw on when you need it.

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#53

Have you considered talking to a mental health professional about this?

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#54

If you are planning to create a custom anytime soon, consider Immortal’s Blade, Inner Gasoline, Stronger, Stop Porn and Masturbation and Unlimiter.

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#55

Hey bro! Thanks for the input. But I believe it’s more of an emotional response. Far more aggravated since I started running Khan and ascended MOGUL together

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#56

I see.

#57

Coincidentally I’m finding that my anger is beginning to strengthen too. I’m not at that level but I seem to be on the way there. I’m pretty sick of BS from a lot of people myself but sometimes for your own sake you have to know when to let go or at least calm down for the moment. Perhaps a washout may also be what you need

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#58

My Stack Progression Plan:

Cycle 1. Am, Khan, Custom
Cycle 2. Am, Khan, Custom
Cycle 3. Annual Washout Cycle (Now)
Cycle 4. Am, PCC, Custom
Cycle 5. Emperor, PCC, Custom
Cycle 6. Emperor, Stark, Custom

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