Thats normal noone can drive a car or ride a bicycle first time. Noone can diffuse a bomb without training, noone can cook a tika masala without knowing the steps.
I am amazed and grateful at the continual surprise of experiencing interesting things about myself and my way of experiencing the world. I am grateful to be one of 7.8 billion unique human beings on this planet. I participate in my individual and collective evolution with enthusiasm, awe, and a sense of belonging.
I continually become more and more aware that I am the true source of value in my life. I smile as I observe that on the basis of this internal foundation of worthiness, both external opportunities and external interpersonal connections arise and are effortlessly drawn to me. I accept all these blessings with equanimity. I want them, but I do not need them.
With each experience, each learning, each insight—with each passing day, I grow more and more aware of my vast internal resources. When I face challenges, tasks, and problems, I trust in my capacity to find a beautiful way through.
Since I am on stage 1 of khan,
In bringing out what I feel my limits are.
I will stick to stage 1 as long as these limits are still in place.
No matter how long it takes.
You are the Shivaji of the modern world. The man who commands and leads , you my friend possess the spear of destiny. The spear of destiny was the relic that once sought after by the greatest men in the world. Now you have this artifact the gift of inner power. You will make your dreams a reality. Now go my friend and walk the path of the immortals.
