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#141

I thought you had Libertine (now Primal Nights) in as well…

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#142

oh, right, I wasn’t sure about that. I just looked at the first draft, but it’s true, I have changed it with Libertine. Awesome.

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#143

QTKS upgrade good deal

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#144

I have to run chosen again. SaintSovereign had an intuition there.

#145

@James remember the “Sweet Baby Jesus” stack from the time when ZP era began? I will be running it again soon: Chosen / New Limitless / New Sage Immortal. Had a great time with the original titles. Let’s see where NSE takes me.

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#146

I remember. One of these years I’m going to run all three Dragon Reborn titles in a stack long term. Get over myself and whatever else

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#147

I was sober partying today. Drunk girls were mean to me. I need to get my woman trip handled. Karma sucks.

#148

@SwedishBuddha can you give me some pointers to your method or anti method? Thanks

#149

My emotional base tone seems to be sadness. People who are aware can see that. Like the owner of the bar told me that and a teacher of mine, too. I can’t fake it till I make it. I have to process and face those emotions.

I wounded myself by partying today. In the metaphorical and literal sense. I danced the wrong way and now my leg hurts when I am walking. I forgot about my body. I didn’t exercise for a long time. I have to let my sister find out what that physical hurting in the leg is telling about my life path.

Slowing down seems important to me now. I created so much in the past weeks. More than other do in a lifetime. Now it’s time for a rest.

#150

I need refresh what do you want to know?

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#151

You told about meditation in clubs and totally doing what you want, telling boring stories etc. Isn’t that what you talked about?

#152

Sorry I don’t remember what you really posted @SwedishBuddha - but now I remember that it was all about body relaxation. I can empty my mind easily, but I still try too hard to entertain.

#153

In other news I listened to 5 minutes of WB/Libertine QTKS. Currently can’t afford to upgrade it. But I will listen to it more in the next cycle.

#154

Oh yea the act of not trying to get the girl which lead to her getting enamored.

Massive relaxation + calmness and loving energy, While being aware if you do things to impress her and if you do even mention it, Like Oh I just said that to impress you because …,

Then be super grounded, And if you see a girl you find attractive go immediately,

For example I approached this drop dead gorgeous girl, Like total smokeshow, while she was with her 2 friends one dude as well. Did not feel like dancing at the moment so I just gave her a compliment and left the dancefloor,

Within 2 minutes she comes up to me outside the dance floor.

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#155

And even spend the first 20 minutes just standing in the club or sitting down. Notice if any patterns to look at your phone come up because you are afraid you look weird. Just keep relaxing more and more. Feel your entire body like sand at the start.

Don’t even approach at the start. Just focus at the start on relaxation. Then when you are pretty good, approach the scariest set you can find. The girl you believe is too hot for you. And realize that was just a lie you told yourself as well.

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#156

This is only the start but going deeper won’t serve you yet.

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#157

@SwedishBuddha that is perfect, I will report back as soon as my leg has healed and I can start taking action

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#158

While being “disabled” I do some inner game work with Swinggcats newest (?) program at home. Etablishing my self-esteem at at 10/10. For example:

All things that make me awesome:

  • 2 meter tall

  • Enlightenment

  • Great writer

  • Great voice

  • Creative machine

  • Good programmer

  • Master of my life

  • Rich when I need money / Abundance

  • Great unique artist

  • Family and animal friendly

  • Humor

  • Open heart

  • Caring

  • Reflective

  • Highly intelligent

  • Great memory

  • Looking young

  • Relaxed

  • Easy going

  • Travelling all over Europe and USA

  • Abitur

  • Anti alcoholic

  • Fun without alcohol

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#159

Just outside, I saw a beautiful young woman with her parents. I looked at her, then looked away and smiled. When she was passing by, she was all smiling.

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#160

The choice is open - what should I run next? @Forum_Ambassadors and everyone reading?

  • Limitless, Chosen, Sage Immortal
  • Wanted Black / Libertine QTKS custom

0 voters

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