Also met someone who knew me from instagram.
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First effects of Wanted: Woman on public transport look up from mobile phone to inspect me. (seemed like looking at my dick lol, then looking at me from a side angle)
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Bad intense dream. Then I woke up and later noticed that someone was ringing at the door. Probably a drunk.
All in all I am happy with the combo. Today a girl I met on Friday told me that I have such a beautiful voice. And we send us voice messages back and forth.
Today I am in a worse case scenario emotionally. I had the impulse to stop smoking about 7 hours ago and now I am feeling the cold turkey symptoms. I am a little bit aggressive and have a thin skin, also I am feeling ill. I am curious when this will stop.
22 Hours without cigarettes. Feeling good. Will listen to my stack later
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Listened to both tracks for each 2 minutes while going into nomind. Also visualised my goal vibe.
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1 day 17 hours without cigarettes. Now I feel tired and go to bed.
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Listened to 3 minutes of dd while going to no mind and visualising being the life of the party.
New stack: asbr/dd. Bye bye QTKS.
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One of my tiktok videos has now over 2000 views. It grew fast from 700. (Stark Black?)
Also I am noticing that I am training my voice by singing and talking to myself (new dare devil?)
I have gotten compliments on my voice in the past, but now I enjoy it myself
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Party yesterday was nice. Cannabis is now legal in Germany. So at the end of the party I was high. Before that I bumped into many people I knew from other places. Probably no coincidence.
I suck at closing so no love story yet. But a little one: A female friend of mine wants to be my girlfriend in the future, but is not ready yet after a break up. So we talked about that I can have fun now and we will be a couple later.
I wonât smoke weed again. Itâs an illusion.
My poker game is getting better from place 40 â place 7 of 60. I think thatâs ASBR.
dd + ps it will be tomorrow.
Why not?
I found an old container of weed while cleaning my shed and gave it to my neighbour.
I havenât smoked in over 2 years.
Best decision ever!
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I was totally focused on my body and no longer at the party after I smoked. I lost the connection and laughed about my own jokes more than anything.
Sooo I just listened to ps and dd for 3 minutes each
PS: yesterday two girls wanted to see me at the same time, now I have to juggle the trouble
lol risky plaing poker brought me down in highscore, now I am worse off than before 
letâs see if I can still get back in this season.
result: one girl angry, the other happy lol
All is well now. I am happy. I have to look into the description of ps if thereâs something like an aura, felt very hot today
Hmm juggling girls seems to be work lol
It has to become easy
How could it be easy? It just is.