After a rest day I ran this and libertine this morning:
I don’t think I’ll be running this version during my upcoming experiment. The refreshed ZP version o WANTED feels way better to me. Obviously I still need time to…wait, so as I was typing this…an hour ago I was walking up to a center and was the first time in line to run a certain errand which I do on the regular. There’s a guy there I saw that I didn’t really like due to how he carries himself over the last couple weeks. I also thought he was gonna try and skip me in line since he tried giving me a hard time a couple weeks back too.
Well as soon as I walked up he turned straight to me, smiled and said “you beat me to being first today bro; I saw your car when I pulled up a minute ago”. I smiled and greeted him back and from there we went on to have a conversation for damn near an hour. While we interacted all that anger, mental heaviness and everything I described above…disappeared.
Also, a few minutes into our convo a group of 3 women for in line. All of them I’ve seen before but the trip is that it was the married one going out of her way to greet me in a sensual manner, stare me up and down and, man you could tell by her behavior towards me that she was ready for an affair. Mind you I watched this same woman reject a man a couple weeks back because she said she’s married.
Also everyone at the office at the Office treated me even more kindly than when I ran wanted refreshed. In fact something one of the workers got pissed at a guy for doing last time I was here…same worker encouraged me to do what he did and was even sweeter to me after I did it. Wtf…
I’m also noticing since LBFH ppl who I have a negative impression of initially, I end up interacting with them and finding out they’re not as bad as I think. I think that more than anything has contributed to my misanthropy disappearing. I’m not foolish enough to think that mankind does not have a bad side but now I see ppl on a more balance manner, which is also how I know I’ve done a TON of mental, spiritual and emotional healing quite rapidly.
Wow, been with subclub almost 3 years and this is the first time I’ve gotten to post results in real-time.
I think now that my initial reaction to WANTED EX was me reacting to the power being generated by my mental influence of the sub. So WANTED EX despite my initial has won me over in only 2 hours, due to the instant and profound results generated by a single loop.