Wanted Black was fundamental in helping me define my frame as a man and to discover my boundaries (with women and relationships) and to integrate them behaviorally, instead of me having to enforce them and control whether or not they are being respected.
New Wanted shifted the focus inwards (Stacking with GLM)…
The feeling of this stack is superb, lots of joy and self love. I dont think self love is the right way to express it though… It feels like its great to be me, but its not necessarily love, or at least not only love.
Its more like a blend of joy and appreciation for life. A lack of weight and the acceptance of life as is.
Yesterday went out for a walk and clearly noticed how much more flirty my attitude is becoming. Also I realized that I dont care much about going out places to meet women, thats secondary at best.
What I really care about is feeling real good being me, with no restraints and no limitations. Enjoy life and people without expectations.
For now my focus is specially tight in leaving behind toxic habits like alcohol, doing exercises and therapy to eliminate pain and recover full body functionality.
I have one thing thats very obvious and very persistent, it feels like its already settled into who I am.
I feel good in my skin and I move through the world in a state of relaxed, playful confidence. It shows whether Im alone or with other people.
Im becoming more detached and non-reactive, more in control -real control- which means managing my inner world according to where Im going and what I want.
It has changed a lot, specially with GLM and Regeneration, It feels magnetic of course, but it has a different quality, more mature perhaps??
Centered, Inner validated, balanced, joyful, nonchalant, playful and very lighthearted.
You know what Im just gonna say it… I feel like I really appreciate myself, who I am, what I do, what I know. Ive never felt as free to be me before and its fucking leaking out of every pore of my skin. People react to it in a very natural way, they dont “fight it” it expresses so naturally and congruent in me, that they simply accept the fact “Hey, thats him”.