What the F is this sub!!??
One day after my first loop already crazy result, now I have to explain briefly this unusual relationship I’m in to show how insane the result is.
I live with my best friend/ex, we love each other a lot and we’re very happy living together but we’re not a very good sexual match, so we decided to just be friends and cut the sex so we could both feel like we’re single and be available to meet an even better match. We haven’t had sex in a year, and only a handful of times the year prior, she’s been very strict about this.
Day 1 first 6min loop, she almost gives me a handjob.
Next day, I turned her on so much we actually had sex!!
Also the girl that’s been living with us and that I felt a connection with, she’s been away for a week but randomly calls me and spends 30min on the phone just chatting. I was so confused because we’re not so close to have this sort of long chill out phone sessions, I was waiting for her to just ask me for a favor and be done in 2 min but she kept going on and on sharing lots of stuff about herself and just enjoying being on the phone with me.
Same day another girl I know contacts me asking about the contact of a shaman I know, the timing of her contacting me for this specific purpose is also very unusual and I see it as a direct manifestation of the new me that’s unfolding thanks to WB.
There’s this hot/cold, push/pull dynamic that I’ve been expressing with a couple girls and seem to really turn girls on, I feel a sort of mastery over simple emotional/sexual dynamics unfolding effortlessly and I’m realizing how simple and powerful it is to make a girl laugh, give them a really good time and turn them on, I get to be able to tap deeper into my own passion and love for life and share that deeply with others.
Another powerful aspect that is unfolding is the motivation and desire to get better while fully embracing who I am with my flaws and imperfections. A very positive outlook on my present imperfect self, total love for who I am now with a strong drive to get better.
I was looking at my body in the mirror and I felt so strange because the usual negative self-talk, self-judgement of my body was totally absent, it felt so weird to look at myself and only feel good about it, even though the perceived flaws are still present there is only a positive outlook on it, total self acceptance.
I also gained some painful but powerful insight around self-sabotage and unhealthy perfectionist pattern that is a core block in my life:
I realized I don’t allow myself to fully live and enjoy my life until I judge I have reached a certain self-imposed standard as a person, I don’t allow myself to fully appreciate my life and myself the way I am now until I reached some idea of a more perfect version of me, which blocks me from experiencing the present moment more fully and embrace experiences that would actually help me become that better version.
Fuck this sub goes deep.
