Experienced something similar…last week first week of WB and my ex contacts me again.
Also very nicely observed regarding your body and very beautiful what you wrote regarding that core block…I havent found a sub yet that is so beautiful and efficient regarding ease of life…hopefully once a sub comes that has everything WB has…and is also working for monogamous relationships…but with the same level of self development and the same amount of manifestation.
This meeting with my ex was actually very very healing. I havent seen her in half a year…i was deeply afraid of seeing her because I feared taking an extra round with her. But I saw that she is no match for me at all and that we were only together out of situation…and because of the good sex.
A lot of power came back to me and a lot of self confidence came back.
As of yet I have never had a one night stand…only had sex with my ex-wife and ex-gf…and some prostitutes (or sex priestresses as I prefer to call the good ones). Was at one this weekend…and I could confront all my anxiety I had with sex…I was literally shaking when going in there and waiting…I picked well luckily (or manifested well) and I got a really good one, went super slow, I could fully relax…and after I was relaxed…I was this Sex god again that I used to be with my ex-gf. Had amazing conrol over my ejaculation, and didnt even ejaculate.
Very very healing experience and now I feel comfortable to invite a woman to my hotel room…as in two days I am going to thailand for 5 weeks. Lets see what this journey brings with Wanted Black… I wanna see my sexual shamanism skills play out in real live…and make them have some lasting memories 






