I mean…maybe it has something to do with the harem scripting…with that underlying theme of freedom. With that underlIng themw of I am so complete, i never need a woman to complete me.
I only had two girlfriends in my live as of now…the first one i was married to. And with the second one, i realized, how much i felt resstricted by the concept of a relationship and monogamy. In a monogamous relationship it feels like my sexuality is “owned” by the other person. And on my spiritual journey i learned that sexual energy is the deepest essence of our beeing.
Maybe this has somethig to do with wanted black…a underlying feeling of “i am not owned by anyone, i will never be”, i am a lion walking through my kingdom
Maybe this non-monogamy is simply so deep in our psyche…and creates such a deep freedom…
Lets see if Saint and Fire can come up with a monogamous or not sexual version that gives this feeling…
But i also guess that the intensive manifestation scipting from WB helps. Yesterday in the evening i did some yoga, and my visualization skills were amazing.
I am gonna add WB now to my stack of my LB+KB4 custom and alchemist…
Lets see how this will shape my life.