I’ve noticed something similar, except that even when it seems like procrastination is happening, there is a lot going on beneath the surface which is kind of like having a program running in the background on your computer taking up an entire CPU core.
No negative thoughts here either, but more like your brain is rotating something this way and that way, trying to make a key fit into a lock. Like in the Dark Tower series where Eddie is wrestling with his memories, diddling the lock, trying to find the core memory which represented what he was wanting to say.

(except at parties. I keep my presence a bit limited anyways, and people crave me at events)… but still.
. I still want my dragon 

