What a book 
@Calypso That is a tough one. Having expectations in your head due to past trauma sucks. But the best solution really is exposure and challenging the idea that this exact thing will happen again. Yeah it’s anxiety provoking for sure, it could potentially happen again. But living in a shadow of that fear is infinitely worse.
At this point like you said it’s less about the other people you’re interacting with and more about your emotions. You really can’t control people’s reactions. But you can do your best to provide support for yourself in those kinds of situations so you aren’t swept away in their reactions.
You say you trust your heart. It’s a good quality, but sometimes it can lead to trusting feelings that aren’t true. Emotional reasoning can get you in trouble sometimes. So how much do you feel that exact situation from the past could play out now, exactly in the same way? Does it feel inevitable or more like one of many different scenarios?
Beautifully said.
Also you are young and you already know what’s your issues to fix. You seem to be far ahead your peer friends.
I’m curious to know which healing titles you plan to use for healing your trauma.
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Just Wanted Black, this entire process actually began closely after running Wanted Black. I’m now going through this healing process that will help me to fully embrace my sexuality and own it, fully. It is also encouraging me to have new experiences so I can rewire the past experiences, and release them as no longer true for me.
It says it here.
This is exactly how it has been unfolding for me. Feels like an exciting journey I just started
I do not think much of it, actually, it did not interfere with my life at all, I was so busy with other things in life that now that I’m open for a loving relationship I need to first get rid of the baggage and Wanted is making me aware of this.
It is only a mental reality for me, it does not control me, but it is there, and it is only triggered in a very specific situation that is almost identical to the past one, for example in a setting where I’m talking to a close friend’s girlfriend and our conversation is getting intense or deeply personal, like kind of bonding…
Listen, I am a guy who loves people, I enjoy people, I am fun with people I like deep connections it is the main source of pleasure and amusement for me, I love interacting with different kinds of humans as I find everyone so fascinating and how people can be so vastly different. But I just tend to keep these kinds of women at a distance because of what happened in the past, It is not that I did not know this, I just left it on the side because I was focused on other issues.
Now that I’m aware and focused on it, I have faith that I will somehow manifest the perfect experiences to rewire myself in a positive way.
I’m more so just self-evaluating and reflecting so I can build a strong moral compass and standard of what I do and do not do in romance to ensure it does not happen again, Honestly, it was my fault I learned from it, it would be unwise not to take this with me as wisdom and make the same mistake again.
You can check out my journal I will be documenting my progression there
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Hmm in the case of the girl you’re interested in, I would just treat them as friends, keep it brief and shallow. If the guy’s getting all bent out of shape just from that, the girl will recognize it and you’ll start to look a lot better in her eyes. I mean, if he’s that possessive and insecure, maybe he shouldn’t be in a relationship in the first place. And yeah just let the aura of WB do the work. Nothing may come of it, and if not, it wasn’t meant to be. With that said, why not go to a mall and interact with other beautiful women who catch your eye? Personally if a girl is with her bf, I don’t care to interact with her at all. Because let’s say you DO get the girl, do you really want to be with a cheater? Lol. Just lots of unnecessary trouble.
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In case you want to have much deeper healing sexual energy later on, Khan Energy (I renamed it from Khan Black), especially Stage 1 is the focus.
does wanted black contain physical shifting like the first wanted?
i know this question might be repetitive but i don’t have time to backread
It does. It’s right in the sales page 
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Did a workout today after a loop of this and a custom of mine the has Legacy of the Spartan and some SPS/APS Modules, Heracles, serum x etc. Ngl I was expecting a huge stamina drain, but instead I pushed even harder than I had in a very long time, even noticed a boost in strength and energy.
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I see what it is doing for me as well, when working out I become very motivated, also I seem to intuitively know certain exercises that have the proclivity to sculpt my body in the image I hold, I start jogging and find the training rack in a park nearby and before I know it I have gone through an entire workout, nothing planned or prepared almost as if a coach was there for me telling me exactly what to do. All by some instinct.
I have been a bit tired lately but I did notice a stronger will to force myself to exercise intensely and to keep going.
And that’s only after a week and a half with this program I’m sure there will be lots more to uncover.
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Do you notice physical shifting in the face area?
I wonder if it works good for facial structure
I think it’s probably whole-body physical shifting but you have to remember bones just do not magically realign overnight, but minor changes every night for a year can certainly make a significant impact. For me, two weeks of listening is not enough to see dramatic changes like that.
I’m dedicated to this program, however, so time will tell… I will keep you in the loop if you are interested.
Somehow I do look hotter and more attractive but it is more like a glow-up energetic effect than an actual physical change so far.
What I’m personally wondering is how stacking works because if you run Wanted, the description clearly mentions how it accentuates your body language in a way that instills intrigue in others, and induces attraction etc, whereas Chosen refers to assuring body language, so if you run both programs will you then have a combination of both that blends perfectly or will it just change as you execute wanted or chosen situationally?
oh and before I forget @Rusty1, the other day a person who is close to me mentioned my face looks more masculine, and that I’m developing a very outspoken face, I have a strong feeling the information of this subliminal just makes it appear that way because the information is so strongly embedded in your energy field that it already makes you appear towards others, and yourself the way you subconsciously desire to look and it then slowly sculpts your body towards that outlook over time.
So at first, it might be more of an energetic overlay that slowly materializes into physicality over time.
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Aight I’m back 
With results and reviews 
ever since i added WB to my LOTS/BDLM custom i feel like all my reuslts have sort of dried up… way too dense but im riding it out to the end as its a maraton not a sprint
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hey @Meridians !
Can you share a bit more about this. I was considering a WB/LOTS/BDLM custom
What kind of results did you see before and what do you mean results dried up? You’re seeing nothing with any of those cores?
i was putting on major muscle and size but wanted to tone down so i added wanted black… now ive lost the muscle and kinda pudged up with no real motivation to exercise the way i had it before… tempted to go back to my old two core custom but i wanna push this through to the end
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are you getting BDLM or WB results?
mehhhh
Have you successfully stacked multiple subs well in the past?
it took me two weeks before my two core custom really kicked in, so 3 may just take time. How long you been running it?