5 days ago I saw one of the most beautiful women I saw in my life. She is 50 years + has nearly all hair grey with little strings of white and black in it, but the most beautiful thing is the willingness of love and Sensuality I sense from here. She is like a ripe fruit but 3x sweeter as the other ones.
I saw her and looked her in her eyes and nearly melted.
Today I was in Bern and normally I go at 11 pm to catch the last train, I was sitting at 7 at the river and a nagging feeling arises to go home, I ignored it completely until 7:35 then I packed my stuff to go home. It made no sence to me because I am fitt and enjoy it,i don’t want to go home.
Anyway I was going into a restaurant that is on the main train station in Bern. I needed to pee and have only 10 minutes before my train drives off. The restaurant has a ground floor and a top floor, I was walking the stairs up and the first thing I see is this women who sits on a table alone and eating. I smiled at her and she dropped her head with a smile. In the toilet I get a fear attack(nothing serious) and instantly I tell myself, it dos not validate me if I fuck up but I want her to feel good with me. Washed my hands startet to smile and walked over to her table and interrupted her with: hey I want to tell you something, I rarely do this but I find you beautiful, very beautiful, not in a way I wana fuck you, more in a way I want to give you that compliment sincerely.
She melted on the spot, putting both of her hand to her heart, started to move her body and then grabbed my hand and start to massage my hand and thanking my from hear heart.
I asked if she is single next and she said yes.
I told her that I want to live in Bern and I am searching for apartments and I want to see her and spent time with her.
she changed her face into real bitternes for a moment and I felt her pain. She told me that she is right now in a divorce. I knew it wasn’t the time to ask for more or her number so I gave her my hand and wished her all the strength she need to go trough this hard time.
(When I remembered her from 5 days ago, she was very serious and had later tears in her eyes,thats why I didn’t approach her.)
I told her to take her phone out, I am gonna give her my Nr. and she can call me when she is ready.
She nearly jumped up in hear seat and took my Nr.
Then I said her good bye and left.
I still feel hear warmth in my heart and my whole body
It was so profoundly true what I have said to her that I didn’t even expect to gain something, I just wanted her to realy feel beautiful and now I am bathing in the warmest appreciation since a long long time.
SsX is genius
Thank you Subliminalclub