3 mins of this program and wow I feel Soooo good! Music sounds better, I just have AURA when I walk into a place, my smile is guaranteed, people feel open to approach and engage with me and I even walk different, my body has a different kind of walk to it somehow. Before this loop even after many cycles of different programs I was held back by a constant pervading sense of fear and of the feeling that I was doing something “wrong” and that I was gonna get punished. Then every sound I heard I think people where yelling at me to tell me I shouldn’t do this or that or to give me a remark.
All of that is gone and I feel so much more in tune with my body. Its like a different experience. I don’t even know how this happened in one loop of 3m but it did so I am enjoying it.
Then early during meditation I could feel at the back of my spine my nervous system regenerating. My thinking is also faster and I feel an interest to learn new things, learning feels exciting now. I feel in the zone kind of. Old but positive memories are coming back in my mind while before my mind was stuck in the same circle of thoughts and could not escape (probably due to being stuck in something traumatic).
I don’t care too much about the intelligence stuff but I wanted to try this for the nervous system healing and it has been a success so far. I don’t want to let go of this so will have to stick with it until the experience has become permanent. I also type and read much faster. I know something was wrong with my memory I had issues with recollecting memories and with storing them sometimes also which was another reason for running this. Always feeling mentally exhausted and overloaded I was hoping this could help me with processing and integrating the programs.
My depression which was always constantly there in the background even if I was feeling joy from programs has disappeared for at least 90% after one loop. All I can ask is how? I think it is because I am suddenly falling back on a different kind of programming from the past before I ever got traumatised by some events.
Also woke up with a desire to be productive and and with a sense of everything being possible for me suddenly. I feel way more confident in my goals.
Instant results with this program literally…
I am feeling incredibly happy not gonna lie wow!
Life is so much easier when you genuinely feel happy and alive…
