@WinglissStark could you elaborate more on this? That’s very interesting.
When you have trauma related to shame and humiliation, our mind not wanting to face these emotions head-on creates defense mechanisms. For example, lets say someone told you when you were a child - Look at how you walk or Look at how you look - and proceeded to make fun of that trait/character.
Now, to cover this feeling of shame, our mind creates a defence mechanism by saying - We do not show any vulnerability to people. If we do, we give them a chance to make fun of ourselves. So, we act perfect in front of everyone.
Ever noticed, how it actually takes effort and is a real struggle to keep up with the perfectionistic persona ? Thats because you are essentially compromising your true self, your true vulnerability to save yourself from a nasty remark. That really takes a lot of work, but we keep doing it.
So, to break from this perfectionism, we need to find what do we fear being shamed of have we not this perfectionistic persona? That’s when you find your real issue and you can proceed to heal it and embrace the vulnerability that comes with it. As it is said and certainly true in my opinion,
In Vulnerability lies True Power
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My problem was PURELY genetic, which is solve thanks to QL. I am becoming altruistic, envy is gone…
That genetic chemical imbalance in the brain made my social interactions hard, so the slcial traumas are a result of physical incompetence.
My father is also like this, he somehow managed to pull off wealth and status, but his life is still pretty f** up
One of my little brothers is also like this, he has weak confidence and low social intelligence.
My father hid that incompetence behind mystery and using some laws of power. He JUST got rich to the point of being able to have employees and his growth was from sheer non-spending and stinginess.
Now after QL I feel the love for him.
Ql is sth else, I’m eternally gtateful.
It fixed me.
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Today I was reading an erotic story to jerk off and I searched for a certain weird sexual kink…
And now I did not find it attractive, even weird.
Also other stuf…which not only I do not find them attractive, but I feel disgusted.
There is also that “rogue” module/accepting you flaws/bad boyish aspect to my personality which you MAY think is bacause of EB’s shadow integation, but it’s definitely QL which AT LEAST ALLOWED it to get expressed, through rebalancing my brain chemistry. But this “rogue” feeling is not sth Artificial like WANTED or WB, it’s something organic stemmed from my brain chemistry.
It’s like I’m human, I feel that distinct “human” love for my family. I missed them, I love them. Not out of need, I just love them.
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I will also share this post on EB thread.
So the last 2/3 days has been recon.
3 types:
- Social
- Physical
- Cognitive
The first 1/2 days there was social recon of EB, and this COMPLETELY eradicated my social anxiety, you know some people talk about the emotional healing after some time on nofap? It’s because their brain chemicals get more balanced, hence they start seeing life in another light and experience new emotion which essentially overwrite others.
For example: There is a guy whose parents were not so toxic to him, but now he is a grown, traumatized weak man, since he also “attracted” bullies to him in school, I guess we could describe him as a “cynic” Now he is a traumatized man. Which would be me 
, although I did LOTS of healing via subliminals, but my brain was STILL wired to attract negativity, and my hypothesis is that ONE of the factors which contributed to this was my lack of serotonin, which promotes wellbeing hence more self acceptance. Which after using QL, my “roguish” part has been unlocked, which makes me human. This part is still here despite the physical and cognitive recon of QL.
So now my social anxiety is gone, and besides that EB is PURGUNG all my fears. People are very respectful now, I navigate social situations with much grace…the different scripts of EB are blossoming now.
When I got calmer after the addition of QL to my stack, my vibe changed and people started challenging me, but I handled it with grace and now they are used to the more “ok” me and also know that there is dominance.
The social recon is for around 2/3days after running t
EB, I mean I ran EB and QL full loops every other day, what should one expect?
Now it’s my 4th washout day, except I listened Paragon sleep 2 nights ago. In my most intense QL and EB recon days, I did not watch porn , which is unusual.
Last night after the increased respect between some people and having dinner with them, I came to my apartment which is an 8 story empty building and people tell me how do I live here, before adding QL I would come here to the 8th floor(the other stories are dead empty) and be a LITTLE aware of demons/jinn/negative energies… After adding QL, I don’t even think of them😂.
So I came upstairs and I started listening to romance songs I like with headdphone and started singing with them LOUD AND SUCH INTENSE EMOTIONS, aftef around 15 minutes, I started crying with them tyen did it more songs and I knew sth was up…then I though this may EB spiritual thing… and I started shouting and jumping crazily and I remebered osho’s dynamic yoga. And when I was damcing with a song, I vusualized people watching me on the furniture…and some gathering around me…I wanted to get into my feminine and express it, heal it and release it.
Then I felt a presence, and I felt like I invoked sth, maybe some feminine dieties…I suddenly stopped and was a bit scared, there was a lot of emotional crying before that. I “feel” like the crying was more of devotion crying rather than sadness, so I thing it was not “releasing” emotions, but it was more of experiencing some, and may e some releasing.
After that the “slight” fear was there until 7 hours later when I slept.
I got headache which were most likely from crying and shouting. I also had QL-shifting headache before it, but it was almost completely alleviated.
And the fear was not social because I went downstairs and got sth and it wasn’t there. It was mlre about the “unseen”.
Today there is this slight black aura around my eyes, similar to WB’s dark aura, which is a more natural version of it that makes me human, and allows me to accept myself, or maybe I’m hallucinatoing. There is also some headache and a but of cognitive impairment.
In the past days and STILL, there has been physical pain in my head, especially in the back area. And the intensity differs from time to time and rest. It can start anotger shifting and tye pain starts again.
There has also been pain feeling in by back, shoulder, knees etc, and I feel they are healing, but the pain is not intense and enduring.
Then there are the vivid dreams, LOTS of them. I remember them but I don’t know what they are about…some kind of dominnace development maybe. They ain’t violent.
There has been cognitive impairments, but also some improvements. Different areas.
When I first get out and go towards social interactions, the negative/angry thoughts come to my mind, but when I socialize the anger/anxiety is not there, not everything goes smooth, but they go perfect. Since I am transitioning to a NEW(someone who does not EXPECT negativity, but can be ruthless if someone tried it on him) me after QL, before I was expecting negativity on a chemistry level, so as a result of EB’s boundary scripting it created a more “Dangerous” and heightened aura around me. Now the aura was mitigated aand people were getting too comfortable, sometimes I had to endure and sometimes I had be a “little” awkward to make the new reality more congruent.
But initially for some time (length depends on the number of the rest days taken before) social interactions during the day(especially those who I had a past with) there is this unease in the heart area… and it dissipates after some time we become congruent.
And the cognitive impairments are in the form of forgetfullness, laziness, poor planning…
I also started decided to do a 12 hour dry fast and it’s 11hours to go, and I got diarrahea. I had it lst night, but the poor planning recon did not allow me to plan better. Now that I started it, I will do it.
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Maaaaan
I just want to listen to music and cry with it. I’m so immersed in them!!
And it’s not healing of EB, it’s emotions I’m experiencing from the new brain chemicals. I’m so immersed in the now.
Edit: I realized I listened to Paragoninstead of Paragon sleep, mistakenly. Maybe the emotional release is from that?
No it was not, I never experienced this with Parwgon before, and I experienced this with QLST4 before. Maybe paragon intensified it.
Edit 2: Seems like the new QL enhances the user’s conscious guidance.
It’s most likely mostly the result of chemistry enhancement.
Last night I listened to a loop of this, EB and Paragon Sleep. I’ve never been this friendly on EB or Alpha subs😂.
It’s night and day. My brain was really f*** up.
Edit 3: Someone reply please so that I can post a new post. Maaaan life is going gooood.
WOW, WOW, WOW. To be honest, I’ve never tasted what potential subliminal have until my brain chemistry was fixed by running QL. May be a little bit during the trailer effect, lots of recon after that.
WOW, Even the slight leadership effect of EB is noticeable.
WOW, so this is how a human supposed to be? I’m so cheerful, I’m talking about EB!. I’m passing through the world with EASE!!! Like a lubricated machine.
I’m much more energetic, porn habit is fading. I think some KB healing is showing itself, or is it just my natural hormones?
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I’ve used QL1 for three listening sessions by itself and have noticed that my mind has become MUCH more sensitive to input. If I listen to a song it sticks with me for days like on repeat. Like my mind is much more of a sponge. Or I am become more aware of the data flow of input and it’s processing. My dreams are much more intense as well. Just wanted to share my brief experience with ST1.
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Quantum limitless and alchemist the two subs I will keep using forever and ever once I achieve definitive monetary goal . I love ql one of the best . Use this sensitivity for your advantage 
keep going 
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By running through the stages again and again or just having stage 4 permanently in?
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How long have you run QL in total?
The very first log on QL:
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1 1/2 to 2 years if you include customs.
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I would love to use this but im not a fan of multi stagers, i just dont like having to listen to 1 stage
and getting a portion of the benefits from the objectives list and then listening to the next stage and getting another portion id rather just listen to 1 subliminal and have all the benefits from the objectives list.
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It is worth it, I had some physical challenges that St1 cleared up… Paragon is great but that St1 is a beast! I’m actually adding St4 to a custom soon.
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Then again,stg 4 looks like it contains all the other previous stages and says it
Maybe ill jump to it. I know people talk about patience but i dont want to do the first 3 stages for 1-3 months then move to stage for and then start again your only in your 20s and 30s once, i dont want patience i want acceleration
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There is a science behind it, each stage really does build on the previous stage, jumping into St4 doesn’t help because one needs to build up to it. I understand the desire for results, but with each stage results can be seen. Stage 1 prepared me for St2 and built up the needed momentum. St2 would not have been as effective as it was without the foundation st1 provided. Not to mention St4 does encompass the previous stages but in smaller amount as well as it brings its own benefits. Your decision of course however my experience has me looking forward to the 4 stagers… simply put, they work!
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Yeah ill just stick to limitless i guess, pretty sure that should give enough brain power for anything you want to tackle in life anyway
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Don’t jump to Stage 4 in QL. Stick to limitless.
Run QL only if you have the time for all the stages.
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Good choice