I might give that a shot when I make my other custom next month
Another log on Primal:
Does Primal have physical shifting ?
Testosterone boosting?
Primal is not at all what I was expecting yet I become same, unapologetic. Not because I am alpha or dominant but because that’s who I “am”.
I just told a hot girl that has been chasing me for month that she is hot but the only way it’s going to work is if I can bang outside. Just like that. I would normally be nervous saying that to a girl or I would sugar coat it because I feel it’s mean or I would be scared to “lose her affection”.
That’s the best way to describe Primal, it doesn’t change you, it makes you unapologetic
People may think i changed, but im the same man, i just express myself to the fullest
Why shouldn’t i? It’s me
Primal is an amazing subliminal, it makes me live the life i want to live and be how i want to be
This subliminal is like the rogue module on steroids
Reading all these results makes me happy for you all : )
What a great Christmas gift
Just ran my second loop, can confirm this is my favorite sub ever made. Had a pretty mind boggling “primal” experience that I’ll spare you guys of the detail, but would reccomend 10/10
Damn can’t spare a title
You guys make it sound fun
Have to suffer with only PS
In a way this is picking up where Khan Black has left off, since being on it since release, it’s done a tremendous amount of sexual healing and reprogramming.
Primal is now tackling the romantic side of things. While I have gotten over a lot of issues in regards to romance with the latest one being my co-dependency basically being demolished, Primal is digging deeper and kinda cleaning up the mess and building a new foundation.
My co dependency was a HUGE factor in my romance life, to the point were I can unfortunately say that it was a part of my identity. Long story short I finally came across a co dependent woman who gave me a taste of my own medicine. Finally understanding what it’s like to be on the receiving end of it, I finally let go of that toxic side of me.
Since then I kinda felt loss on how to romance anyone and now Primal as been showing me the way. I have been starting to have a more healthier desire towards women but no more of this need of validation or attention. It’s even starting to take effect with the person I am currently talking to, and honestly it’s pretty dope just having a healthy attraction towards someone.
Primal is also helping me transmute my sexual energy from a different angle. Where Khan Black works with it directly, Primal is helping me do it by not obsessing over women like I used too.
Happy for ya
Just a small observation regarding New Primal.
I’m not sure if this is physical shifting or a renewed and boosted self appreciation and esteem, but I once again noticed that I like the way I look in the mirror, similar effect when I ran Stark or WB.
In any case it makes sense. In my mind, Primal, the prize, the sun king, where romance and opportunity revolves around you, probably is good looking or at the least aesthetically pleasing.
I’m leaning towards New Primal, or in combo with the New Emperor doing that, though I ran New Emperor since last month and only noticed this effect this cycle.
It could also be that you’re experiencing bloom from the previous titles, that Primal’s work within has facilitated.
Someone like Malkuth would have an apt ‘imagery’ for this I think.
For some reason I don’t feel like a man without a woman’s love validating me
I know it’s wrong and I know it’s fucked
But I have the worst day when my girlfriend at the time doesn’t text me with as much frequency and enthusiasm as I’m giving
It hits extra hard when I’m on vacation with my family but without the girl
It’s like my family makes me feel like a kid and without her love and reassurance I can’t feel like a man, and intense cognitive dissonance and discomfort hit me, and I become super needy for her attention to bring me back to equilibrium
What can I do about this? I have no fucking clue I thought I was past this but I feel the same thing creeping up as what happened last year when I blew up on my gf at the time for not texting me enough while I was at a beach house
Truly ridiculous and fully based on unhealed trauma and a wounded inner child, no doubt
I just don’t know what to do, I don’t want to implode this new relationship either
When these emotions come up I try to stay with them and take deep breaths and all that shit, but they come back, and persist, and I can’t resist the pain for too long I know it’s gonna blow back on me and either make me avoidant or anxiously needy
I guess I’d rather be avoidant and push her away than be needy, at least that’s easier to come back from
But given the choice I’d rather be secure and not feel like a fucking wimp who needs his girl to text “I love you baby” every few hours to feel safe
God damn, recon sucks donkey balls sometimes
I know I’ll come out of it better, but what action can I take to resolve this shit?
Take up hobbies and activities you can enjoy whether she’s involved or not. Get comfortable with solitude. Doesn’t mean you have to be alone. But when you get where you CAN she’ll recognize a change.
Something that works for me is finding an area of privacy without much distraction, and talking myself through my emotions, no matter how stupid I feel for feeling this or that way. I am still working on this practice with myself.
If I can’t identify the exact emotion I’m feeling, I generalize it. It can be painful and even feel terrible but there’s almost always immediate relief. I do the same with thoughts.
It feels awkward at first, but I think you’ll find this to be a decent step forward.
I refrained from saying ‘start’ because you’ve already started. Action isn’t always outward;
Thank you for the ideas guys, will take it all into account
Just wanted to hop back in to say LOL @ me tho
Yesterday: “I’ve never felt so stable and masculine”
Today: “I’m on the verge of a breakdown bc my gf took 4 hours to respond to texts and then didn’t match my enthusiasm”
I can’t blame it on the recon because this is obviously a ME problem that is simply re-emerging once again, with the subs here for extra fun
Not even sure what to do with my stack at this point lol
Talking to @Monarch just now I think I realized part of the issue with the recon
Primal is pushing me to express my true self
I don’t know who my true self is, what it means to be authentic to me
Am I the lover boy always cooing at his girl?
Am I the mysterious guy who only answers when he feels like breadcrumbing some attention?
Am I someone who defies labels and lives entirely in the moment, with security and faith that all is well?
I’d like to be that third one, but I don’t feel like I am there yet, and I default to the first (probably as some type of unconscious transactional behavior to get the love/attention in return)
I also crave the dis-attachment of the second, but it brings up fears of “if I’m not constantly pulling her in with love and care, then she’ll leave me” which honestly leads me to love bombing every girl I start to develop feelings for. The sad part is it works but then I feel like I can never stop and it becomes inauthentic and they can never match my intensity so I get resentful and sad
Holy shit I’m kind of fucked in the head guys LOL
Sorry for using the main discussion thread as a journal, but it’s funny I feel like this is me expressing the Primal scripting
I am figuring out what it means to be masculine, for myself and by my own definition
That’s precisely why I’m getting splendid results on Primal. I’ve always known myself really well and now, on Primal, I have no issue expressing myself. On top of that, my prosocial qualities and sexual expression have got greatly boosted.
@Prioritas
Maybe it would be better for you to run Alchemist or pair up Primal with LBFH in order to learn more about who you are at your core.
I can relate to a lot of that. I was super needy in the past and would also get upset at whichever girl I was with if I didn’t feel she was giving me proper attention or whatever. I’m not with a girl right now, but I can say I think WB would help with that, with the nonchalance and all. I feel my simple stack (WB + SSX) has helped a lot with that. I for sure feel less needy, and although sometimes I do, I let it go WAY faster than I used to, like I just move onto something else and forget about it.
Edit: oh, also this may or may not apply to you, but I notice I feel way more needy when I’m hungry or deficient in a vitamin. Like I’ve been feeling down and depressed the few past days, and a few hours ago I took a multivitamin and feel pretty much back to normal
Ooh I see, you start love bombing, and then after a while you feel like you have to keep up the act and when she doesn’t give you what you perceive to be equal affection, you get resentful. Haha, I think a lot of people do messed up crazy sh*t like that. It’s cuz we’re just human and have been programmed to do certain things that make no sense and don’t work. Honestly, I think the fact that you notice that pattern is really good, like now you have the power to change it. Maybe the key is to recognize when the pattern begins, like as soon as you are about to send a “love text” not because you really feel it but because you just want affection or whatever, STOP and just don’t do it?
But yeah idk, maybe I’m not the guy to give advice on this subject. Haven’t been in a real one-on-one relationship in years.
Dod anyone else notice this? Written on the side of the box
Starring
The Primal Man - You
The Women - Any You Desire
The World - Yours
This is genius