I am on Stage 1, and it feels like what I thought Limit Destroyer would be. I haven’t run Rebirth Phoenix. But I did not “feel” anything with Limit Destroyer, yet I read good reviews of it. Which to me means that the technology is better here as I am less sensitive to change usually.
So with Stage 1, I am on my second listening day, the first days were about coming back to my center, grounding, setting my goals. None of this is conscious and the sub led me to this.
Coming from Primal, Khan ST1 is much less playful, which kind of make sense as Primal is about being free. Primal got me back to producing music and since running Khan ST1 I dropped it. I moved to a goal oriented mindset. The balance has shifted. I dropped most of my girls from my Wanted Black area, because I feel some of them don’t bring me anything special and I am much more direct with them, as a take it or leave it because frankly I don’t care if one drops. It can feel scary for them, but I guess it is more agressive so the ones who stays are dripping wet.
There is a gentle building of power through something that looks like a NSE: video manifestations, quotes, etc.
Also I have been gently setting my goals (internal goals), evaluating what’s in the way, and being totally fine with the fact that everything will be taken care of by this sub. It also brings to surface what I experienced during the day, for example at the gym, I did not hold eye contact with some guy. What came to my mind was a gentle, mm that’s weird, why could not I hold eye contact with this guy? Then released. No “You should hold eye contact for 2 minutes otherwise you’re a simp” kind of self beating.
The sexual energy is there, I feel I have big balls, and I feel like I can project it to women.
TL;DR Khan ST1 feels like a Limit Destroyer focus on sexuality and power right now. But I am on listening day 2.
About that, what is “me” right now is moving as I am in Stage 1. Like I have likes, dislikes, goals, fears maybe, but why are they there, what is really what I want or my inclination? This is what’s stage 1 is pulling.
What I can say is that the experience for me is smooth and noticeable. Yet I am impatient to clean of the junk.