I did only one cycle of New Khan ST1, as I’ve used a non-NSE custom with Khan ST4/ WB/ SS(X) for about a year… but after using the fully NSE core updated custom for almost a month… I’ve experienced a LOT of interpersonal drama… like a LOT!!!
I’m just grateful to have remained chill throughout most of it… but damn it’s been extra. I hope the challenges subside.
I get it. There are whole days I honestly thought I would never get married. I sort of didn’t want it or a relationship for a long time in the late 90s and early 2000s. It just became too much work that didn’t feel worth it. Felt like I always had to prove shit to some people who weren’t worth what became a job.
My only advice to anyone who wants to get married is make sure you pick the right person.
Sure, it could be just coincidences, but that passage from ST2 rang true.
Only, I jumped from New Khan ST1 store title to custom with ST4. I had such a great beginning of 2024. Got of debt. Women chasing me hard. Much younger than me… My libido even was getting better.
Then, probably concurrent with my new custom, which isn’t new in the sense that I ran it for a year in a different form… two long term colleagues freaked out on me on what I consider trivial matters… and another put me through her extreme psychological turmoil in a difficult situation. Also, going to my apartment in the city in the evening, someone yelled a homophobic slur. I dress probably different than most guys, I try to look sexy for women lol, but I never get that response.
I remained mostly calm through everything. All this occurred during one cycle of New Khan ST4/ Wanted Black NSE/ SSX… (15min usage)
I am running three customs (in my profile). The others are Khan Black ST1/ Primal Nights/ Revelation of the Nectar Within NSE (7min usage - every other day) and BDLM NSE/ Diamond. (15min usage)
I didn’t see him. It was dark. I had groceries in my hands and was waiting for the light to change to cross a busy intersection. I think the guy was riding a motorcycle.
It shook me up. It’s not acceptable behavior, of course. And it’s really uncommon these days, in this climate. Anyone hearing him yell such a slur, in a populated area, could video him or who knows what. Pretty risky and stupid. I just thought, clearly his life isn’t better than mine.
I feel Khan st2 is a lot less “fun” and all compared to previous Khan st2 versions.
I remember when I ran previous versions of Khan st2 my I was becoming fun and more assertive. This st2 is a more introspective and deeper growth.
It was not at all what I was expecting regarding Khan. I was expecting having more positive mood and feeling different emotions thab st1, yet I’m basically at the same introspective stage at when I ran st1…
Anyone else have similar experience?
@Fire Is there a part of Khan where it’s less introspective? Running Emperor or Mogul I don’t get as much introspection and emotions seems more geared toward manifesting results.
I don’t know if Khan is for everyone. I ran it when it was first out. I never got the polarizing effect from others. After awhile, no more gains. Then Stark came out and I went to that. I thought Stark was more for me than Khan.