I feel like with the new Khan, the recon hits different for me:
With the old Khan, when I had recon and emotions of anger and resentment were coming up, these emotions were in most cases directed at external circumstances, where I was mostly blaming the environment and other people for all their attributes that do not align with being a Khan. The typical “triggered by other people” recon.
With the new Khan, when I have recon and emotions of anger and resentment are coming up, these emotions are mostly directed at myself only and I seek all the blame within myself. Like in a way that “I cannot change society and others anyways, so they are out of the equation and I have to fully focus on leveling myself up to the Khan level”. Triggered by my own incongruency with the Khan archetype.
Has anyone else noticed anything similar? I mean the recon emotions being projected onto external versus internal factors…


