Crazy how Khan always changes how I smell… I’m only on ST1
I’m muskier 
Woman commented on it yesterday
And wasn’t complaining
I wear deodorant
Nothing stops the musk 
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I feel like with the new Khan, the recon hits different for me:
With the old Khan, when I had recon and emotions of anger and resentment were coming up, these emotions were in most cases directed at external circumstances, where I was mostly blaming the environment and other people for all their attributes that do not align with being a Khan. The typical “triggered by other people” recon.
With the new Khan, when I have recon and emotions of anger and resentment are coming up, these emotions are mostly directed at myself only and I seek all the blame within myself. Like in a way that “I cannot change society and others anyways, so they are out of the equation and I have to fully focus on leveling myself up to the Khan level”. Triggered by my own incongruency with the Khan archetype.
Has anyone else noticed anything similar? I mean the recon emotions being projected onto external versus internal factors…
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I’ve been looking for internal factors on both Khans. And I wouldn’t attribute it to recon, as I understand it at the moment. I think this is precisely what you are meant to do, question internal beliefs and your own narratives that you’ve been telling yourself over and over, because that is how you change your perspective,. Not just on an intellectual level, because it is likely that the auras are a natural by-product of the dominant thoughts running in your mind subconsciously. Maybe your previous runs with old Khan have enabled you to get to the point where you no longer accept the removal of yourself from your own narratives(which is what happens when you externalize problems) on the new Khan.
I’ve been an absolute expert on externalizing my problems and blaming everything under the sun, from my race to my social conditioning, as if they weren’t experienced through my mind alone. Come to think of it, it is actually difficult to find much that is truly external to yourself and that you have no part in manifesting in your life. I may not like paying taxes to the big man, but I sure like the comforts of civilization, and therefore I am somewhere where I still have to pay taxes, so even the tax collector is, so to speak, something I manifest in the reality that I feel drawn to. You can apply this to most things, except for the “choice” of your parents, genetics and the like- but you also do not know if this is your first life, and if it isn’t, it may just be the continuation of previous desires and thought patterns manifesting in different ways. Osit.
If you can’t tell, I am enjoying Khan a lot, I feel like it’ll play a big role for me to stop feeling like some sort of passive victim thrown around by unpredictable waves of fate. It makes you want to play a more active role in the betterment of your Self.
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Been having strong pre results of Khan these days. Someone even came up to me yesterday showing me trailer of a movie with Khan in it in all his glory.
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Yes, my feeling about new Khan is very similar. I feel much calmer and introspected on it. It was as if I could feel the slumbering power within me awakening.
Within first cycle of “old” Khan I quit my job as I was angry at many things there. It was correct move, but the rage inside me was like shouting and I did it very impulsively.
With new one I feel… different. And altough it is quite soon, this feeling is better for me.
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My voice is raspier on this+ASBR and I like it. I can seduce sirens
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If you want pure wealth scripting, run Emperor. If you want to achieve wealth by utilizing the attributes of Khan, then run Khan.
It’s really quite simple - simply choose how you get there.
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This is just projections and interjection they basically point at the same thing but interjections are easier to solve since you realise it’s you. While with projection you can be a bit ignorant.
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Always blows my mind how you’re out here running all these masculine subs while still staying feminine.
Do you do anything to consciously guide yourself away from becoming an overly masculine woman?
More on the strategy scripting, right now the only way i can measure it is chess
Me and my brother played a game of chess on the app, we set the time to 30 minutes each
In the end of the game, he had 15 minutes left and i had 24 minutes left, meaning he played 15 minutes and i played only 6 minutes, he took more time to think each turn and i was barely thinking and taking the time
I won
We usually are on the same level but lately he can’t beat me
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ohhhh mannn that’s sweet 
What stage are you running? Is this from Total Breakdown?
Yes, Total Breakdown
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Ran my first loop yesterday and ended up sleeping most of the day but this is mostly because i havent been sleeping well for the past couple of years due to my job .
But i felt my mind going a bit faster trying to think of ways to get myself out of my current predicament and for some reason im only mildy anxious about it .
Day after day… Or I should say week after week, shit is coming up.
Hatred of woman, or I should say dislike now as it’s a lot less than before. Competitiveness. My inner critic making my life harder that came from my childhood.
This week I’m looking into light dissociation as I have a tendency to flee my emotions and not experience life when things get stressful. Apparently you learn this as a kid. Consequences of it is a disconnect from who you are and a lack of emotions… Or whatever I’m reading a book on it, I’m not done yet.
@AnswerGroup what do I do with all these things popping up?? I’m journaling whenever some “emotionnal” moment comes up but it’s insane how it just keep popping up.
It usually stays in my mind for few days, I write a bit about it, realise how I had so much bad programming… Eventually those emotions loses some strength but I don’t know if it’s gone… And them something else pop off!
It’s goldmine after goldmine of info about myself…!
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You can’t hide from this new tech.
Godspeed.
May the odds be ever in your favor.
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Khan sounds cool as heck, but I’m several months away from buying it either way. Do don’t take this as me attempting to stray from my current stack. Is it generally recommended to do any specific sub before Khan? Whether it’s emperor or anything else
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I recommend journaling, as all these things coming up can be overwhelming and confusing and writing them down makes them clearer and lessens the weight in my experience.
Other then that I’m trying to accept the bad things that come up. One book that’s been mentioned before is Existential Kink. Also any release work is helpful as well.
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For me, a lot of past events which is still feel shame about are coming up, a lot of awkward moments and times when i behaved like a little scared kid and not like a man
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