Rather exhausted, so this may not come out well at all.
First, initial response – the calmness and clarity hit quick and it hit HARD. After running that loop, I couldn’t be bothered. I just kept quiet, did my work, enjoyed the peace. Very inexplicable sensation, but I am very much enjoying this quiet, but certain clarity that seems to be growing. The mind is very calm, study, stable without highs or lows. Just a constant sense of wellbeing, and… surety in the self, perhaps? Very light sense of euphoria? Again, hard to explain, but enough for GLM to stay in the stack for awhile.
That being said, I had the option to attend a group cookout today, so I accepted because I wanted to test results. It was very interesting. I experienced what many others have reported – people seemed to be drawn to me, almost like I had a celebrity glow or something.
Now this… is something I’d have to get used to. I’m picky with how I spend my social battery. I tend to do it with friends that I can have deep philosophical conversations with. I’ve never been a real “social” person. I have trained myself to be highly social, but I’m definitely an introvert.
They seemed to feel as if I carried wisdom and would tell me about personal issues and asking questions that realistically, I shouldn’t be answering because I don’t know the details of the situation, but it was like they could sense the inner stability and really didn’t want an answer, just someone to talk with. As I would softly redirect the conversation back to how they felt, they would come to their own conclusion without me even doing much, but still being very thankful for even hearing them out.
The inner stability and how it seems to move through the room was incredible. There was a fight over someone’s dog getting too close to someone else who has a phobia of dogs and they were raging. The moment I walked over and told everyone to relax, it was like the entire room went “stable,” then things went back to normal. Not to mention, I barely even reacted when the fight broke out. Internally, I’m not sure if I reacted at all. Like, what I remember thinking when I heard the screaming was a soft, unconcerned: “oh noOoOoOoOoOoO.”
Is it me, or does FOOD taste better on GLM? I was eating some rather standard BBQ and was absolutely enjoying every bite, as if this dry ass burnt pig carcass was like Heaven on Earth or something.
I also noticed that my natural ability to sense the power and social dynamics of a room / event / etc. skyrocketed, and what’s weird is that I felt it somatically. This particular event was very tense, and I could almost feel the tension on my skin. Apparently something happened before I got there, and things were slowly going south. Everyone was expecting some kind of blowout, but it never quite got there. I am not going to take credit for that, but I’m not going to pretend that I didn’t see and feel the tension exit whatever area I entered.
TL;DR: Mildly interesting results, too early to really tell. Will be sticking with Earth + GLM for awhile.
, and I don’t let the world affect me.
