First 24hrs is over.
Immediate recon on this one. Realizations on why I wanted money (scarcity, scared, safety). Shifted to freedom, joy and happiness.
Changing habits, thought patterns. Not as clear as what Joussiance describing but not far off either.
Clearer direction on which paths to take, and why entrepreneurship isn’t the way to go at this moment, (I’m not the bootstrapping type of guy). Seeing how HoM will fit into my stack nicely again within a few months as I’ve integrated more of EoG, and RoW and made more progress with the actual direction I’m taking.
I’ve always been the one to suggest to run through all 4 stages in one go, but I actually might stay with Stage 1 for 2-3 cycles, at least that’s my initial thoughts. I might just add stage 2-4 as an addition to stage 1 and when done run them all properly.
Recon feels over, I have a sense of relaxation. But with that, there’s still this sense of losing something, or spiritual pain. Reason why I say that recon feels over is that the normal signs of it isn’t there anymore, No anger, no clear insecurities popping up, no obsessive thoughts or moodiness. No clear irritation. It’s like, joy and happiness towards the freedom that I am going towards, and also sadness at what has been, what I’ve been, what I didn’t overcome until now. A sort of grieving process?
Cheers Saint & Fire, this one is hitting deep.