Then the Anti-Recon tech isn’t working for me. Also, my circumstances aren’t pleasant, so I don’t think it’s wise to focus on them.
Just tired of chasing something that, with high probability, isn’t meant for me after all these years on the “self-improvement” journey.
Also, I should enjoy the beautiful sunny day outside, and instead, I’m feeling quite depressed and refusing to even go outside.
The irony is that I felt better the days before listening to Summertime, especially the previous Friday. So the title wasn’t the cause of my drastic change of mindset (which lasted just few hours though).
EDIT: enough for vomiting my issues here. I decided that Summertime was my last subliminal title as the last resort to give this technology a chance to help me.
So I’ll honor it but after all the hype crashed on my reality it’s time to give up all this illusory self-improvement journey.
Enough for this self-imposed torture chamber.