You misunderstand
You definitely grow, always, but the results feel normalized, as in…. The honeymoon phase goes away, that’s it…. Results keep on coming in the form of an orchestrated (by reality) simulation in which you’re continuously getting more aligned with the script and the goals.
But the feeling of awe just goes away. Like buying a new house, you get used to it.
That’s just how it is, if I didn’t think that regular zp made you better over time, I wouldn’t have used them since release
Edit; even the house example isn’t good
It’s like joining the army. You begin to take the path down your training. However, you never really regain the “new recruit” feel, if that makes sense. Whereas on these customs, I feel like a new man every single time.