Just been to a concert and it tackled one of the biggest limiting beliefs about me being a person who enjoys life. I always thought of myself as a person who sits in his room/house and is always doing something serious. This has been building this deep pressure inside me for 2-3 yrs. Today I could let go, i was funny, I was charismatic, I could be the guy that enjoys life and could finally have a good time.
Reading other testimonials above, it is clear this sub is something else.
Something I noticed also. I talk to streamers a lot whilst playing CoD with them and how I’m ass at the game and can’t trick shot when I actually can etc I just need practice.
It made me notice how I need to make the effect to apply more positives to my self image and my talents even if they aren’t where I want to be.
Also, Phoenix is definitely working for me.
Felt like I had recon today and I probably did. Lack of sleep, the nutritional cleanse and being stressed definitely didn’t help however I’m all good right now. It’s bringing up memories of stuff so I can get through it - nothing too bad even though I’ve had certain thoughts yet I’m not embracing those that are negative like I may have done before.
It is testing my direction in life however.
Side note: Due to my nutritional cleanse, it really affected me and I know it’s been said before but please make sure you’re eating enough/properly. My cleanse is super low calorie and my body was struggling to respond properly however now I’m good.
I’m extremely happy this is the case.
Did one loop again last night…15 mins I am sure things are happening underneath the bonnet but i am not sure what.
I still have some childhood traumas to overcome. Like my father telling me over and over again when i was a child that I am usless and will never succeed in life.
Little breakthroughs
I can’t believe the emotional control I have with this. I know I have mentioned it before but 
I have had so may instances in the last week or so where I would definitely have lost it emotionally. Maybe had a bit of a meltdown or tantrum. It’s hugely embarrassing and I didn’t know how to resolve it. I get frustrated internally but I don’t really show it outwardly. Especially when I make mistakes. I just stop and ask myself how can I fix whatever the issue is?
Ran a loop of this last night as I have been in such a weird spot in my life. I’m typically a very confident, social, and motivated person, but lately due to work/relationship issues I’ve been pretty down.
My experience was pretty similar to other reports. A ton being worked on/ images of the past coming up, but then dissolving as fast as they pop up. Negative thought patterns that I used to get sucked into, still arise, but was able to regonize them as thoughts/emotions when they pop up and release them much faster.
Overall a really pleasent healing experience, like a massive amount of negative energy and trauma is being transmuted, but under the surface, and it’s not a difficult emotional/recon process like I was expecting because it’s all being done beneath your level of awarness for the most part, and the things that to come up you are provided with tools to navigate at an extremely fast rate.
Didn’t think in a million years I would need/consider running a healing title, but I had a lot of things starting to hold me back, and this was much needed. Feeling much more in control of my thoughts today, and more at peace with how events unfold, and my ability to healthily respond to them. Going to be keeping this in my stack for a full cycle as it hasn’t seemed to effect my work requirements like other healing, and if anything has put me in a better emotional state to perform better.
Phoenix Revelation:
When i was a child my dad was always making jokes at my expense or insulting and being annoying and even abusive (that’s a different story)
Every time i cried ans begged him to stopped he immediately got mad and started saying stuff like “what? Don’t you have a sense of humor?” Or “what is up with you? You don’t have any sense of humor!”
Basically disregarding my feelings and getting mad at me because i wasn’t laughing with me
This created a certain behaviour pattern that i hate, every time someone laugh at me, even if im kad as hell and want to punch him in the face, i will just pretend to laugh, o will never tell someone"it’s not funny" or “never laugh about it again” because in my subconscious there is no point, my feelings will be disregarded and more insults will come “because i lack a sense of humor”
How can i deal with this? I always try to brush things off and flow with the joke, only to eat myself later from the inside
I always worry that people will act like my dad and say stuff like “wtf is wrong with you it’s a joke you are overreacting”
Phoenix has made the pattern and the cause clear, i know that if i keep running it, the problem will resolve especially now when i run Emperor + TWP with it, but what actions can i take to actively heal it?
Lastly i want to say that Phoenix is the best subliminal i have ever used, it’s literally making me drop negative and unnecessary behaviours and it’s changing my mindset rapidly, I think everyone should run it at some point of their life
The dropping negative behaviors/thinking is huge. Especially if they have become a regular part of your life, it can manifest in so many different ways that prevent you from having the happiness/success that you’re capable of. Never thought I would get so much out of this title, but I think even after this cycle I’ll include it in part of my stack rotation.
Just tell them that you don’t find it funny
Get angry or hate full if someone oversteps your boundaries
You need to say it so that you build the aura of : no shit with me - here respect (because I respect myself first)
I will probably run this with the New Emperor soon. I want the emotional control of Phoenix with the resilience of Emperor
When people treat you like that all the time it’s difficult to change that pattern. Difficult but not impossible. Ask yourself: Are they laughing about something I did/said because it is funny? or are they belittling/gaslighting me? If the answer is the first, laugh with them. If it is the second, tell them it’s not funny. They may be bullies or thoughtless. Have a word with them, explain why or how this affects you and try to stablish some boundaries. If they are just thoughtless, hopefully, they will respect you and change their behaviour. If they are bullies, they will continue and you need to decide whether it is worth continuing that friendship with someone who purposely hurts you.
Hopefully Phoenix will help you, give it some time and in the meantime be kind to yourself.
Very similar experience bro… Will run phoenix for sure in the future
Stay strong💪
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I received and accepted a job offer today. I’m kind of in awe. My last job was $23/hr…I accepted this job at $32/hr. It’s back to 3rd shift again but I think for the money, I can make it work.
I don’t have any degrees, just a blue collar machinist. I don’t know how this opportunity happened nor do I understand how I got to this place without screwing up.
Phoenix has all the credit. It completely paved the way to success. Limits and blocks removed, reframing my perception and strengthing my perspectives. My emotional control is amazing, it’s almost too good because I’m not overly happy, more stunned and quiet.
Usually I’d be fearful about losing or screwing up a job, anxious about expectations, doubts in myself, ect…but there’s nothing but a slight feeling of uncertainty which is normal. I’m just really grounded in knowing I’m good.
My life is being upgraded before my eyes and I’m barely keeping up. Phoenix unlocked the door for me. I can’t imagine what a 2nd cycle will do…this sub is ridiculous (in the best way)
Everybody is a Malaka
I love this sub. It doesn’t replace who you are; it allows you to fully own your story by turning it into a story of learning and growth. I noticed a dangerous side effect though: Happiness and a stupid grin.
Man I just love this sub
Thank you @Fire
Your GENIOUS Innovation turned my life around, it has the same strength as the medicine of the Jungle
