Firstly, thank you to everyone who has supported me already - felt vulnerable writing that post for sure.
Secondly, I ran a 3 minute loop yesterday and honestly feel good so far - however I will take this as a manifestation - I felt the urge to clean up my apartment. I am someone who normally struggles to clean up, especially with ADHD as I constantly put it off normally. Today I suddenly just wanna clean everything.
You know what they say.
Clean home clean mind.
Today i suffered heavily from recon i couldnt work. The funny thing is i ran it yesterday evening. Then i ran BL and my custom the next morning.
The BL was pushing me to focus on work. Phoenix was dragging me down. It was lile a battle between the two. It left me a zombie like state for most of the day.
I feel i should cut the listening to maybe one loop a week.
Rather then add a new post just wanted to update
By the late afternoon the recon had vanished and I was back to my normal self.
If people are getting recon with this it makes me excited about the possibilities of the updated multi stage Dragon Reborn as well as an updated Dragon Reborn Limit Destroyer.
I have read the sales page for DR Phoenix multiple times and I continue to be blown away by the NSE. The ability to strip everything down to its bare minimum.
I ran my first loop solo Saturday night at 15 mins. I felt nothing in particular though I woke up Sunday morning a little hot/sweaty in bed but not bad. I felt neutral mood wise Sunday.
Monday by the mid morning I was feeling sad, down with suicidal ideation all day/night. Not much in the sense of conscious thoughts, just pure emotional state/feeling.
Tuesday, I woke up feeling quiet and very neutral emotionally. Whatever happened Monday was dealt with as I haven’t felt sad since. By the afternoon I decided to listen to Emperor at 3 mins and Phoenix at 7 mins. During/after loops my mind felt heavy and I was closing my eyes a lot. Felt tired, which tells me it was dense and too much. Though I felt more tired listening to Emperor than Phoenix.
Weds/Today I woke up with a moderate headache. I feel irritated in general, biting my lip/cheeks, body tension/frustration and PMO. All which tells me I listened to too much. So I think I’ll pause Emperor. This is my 2nd cycle with Emperor but considering how I feel today…maybe not a great stack.
As far as Phoenix goes, I find it smooth and tolerable even when I was in that despair on Monday, it wasn’t overwhelming but rather all consuming. My mindset since monday is improved but there’s more to do
lol you’ve seen limitless right? That was the first step he took and look where that ended up…
past the sky as a limit 
Ran my first loop last night. Had a crazy night of sleep. Super intense dreams that I would semi-wake up from, and half-awake, I could feel the sub working in overdrive, like my entire nervous system and brain were being rapidly re-wired in real time.
It was very intense, and kind of fun.
@Fire what are your thoughts on how this would stack with Dragon Reborn: Limit Destroyer? That title also had an intense brain-rewiring/cleansing feeling during/after sleep as well, which is why I ask
It could work but I’d recommend running each by themselves first, and only then trying it out. When you do, do it slowly, as the way they work is different.
Did at Sunday my first loop.
Until now - no recon, just pure fire that burns away old shit in record speed,changes all over the place, surges of confidence everywhere, total
Demolition of old patterns and a boost in emotional intelligence like never before.
Sure problem arises strongly but at the same time I jump into them to eradicate them totaly
Loop 2 today
Thank you Subliminalclub
I smoked one and left my house at the trainstation I had another panic attack but only with 50%strength in comparison to yesterday.
I start walking the rails along because the train arrives in 10 min.
I started to dominate the panic
I stayed in the panic attack and let it blast out, in the train I wanted to know the reasons and then I saw the energy stuck in my head screaming : I am gona die. I could grab this fear with my fingers and remove it from my Energetic body ( Gracias Abuelo Doctorsito) Then I saw a part of myself beaten down to sensless and unconscious pulp.
I saw it and started to tell myself from a higher place : life without love isn’t worthy, time to heal fully and allow to love myself until I am healed of this and then I gave it my all to myself.then I stood up from this place like a majestic Phoenix stronger than ever.
Then magic happened in so many ways
Omg do I feel good now
Stronger
Mature
Stable
Ready for life
Equiped with the finest tools in life
I have won
Let’s celebrate
Thank you @Fire
Bro if you have panic attacks drop the weed
One what?
Your last few posts about Pheonix are so inspiring!!! I love the heads on approach you use with cannabis, so many people don’t understand how to use this plant and its healing potential, and so many blame the plant for negative feelings that arises instead of realising its theirs fully to deal with, I love to hear your experiences. I personally never use it outside my house in public, I like to face my fears in the comfort of my home.
I’m just starting a stack of Regen and Elixir which after my first listen yesterday feels quite soft compared to how the approach with Pheonix seems to be. I’m tempted to switch, I’ll stick to Regen for a week before I make a decision.
I didn’t realize that I’m not the only one. I use a Indica Delta 8 THCA & THCH vape. It’s glorious. The combination of the vape and the sub are doing amazing things for me mentally and emotionally. I feel that I am becoming way more introspective. If anyone ever wants to stop having FOMO work on being more introspective. Focus on yourself.
I used to be so obsessed with what other people have or are doing or able to do. Now I can’t get myself to care most of the time.
No Bro it speeds up my power of lifedigestion
It’s no joke at all this Program
Go very slow Bro
I did 15 min and the fire still burns inside me all the time, it’s like a forced transformation but sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo needed
Everytime some shit is erased, power rushes trough me - non stop
Flame on that’s my current state
I switched that up
So now I deal with the shit outside of my house and when I enter my house I come in peace and love home ( even if I fought a tough battle outside)
Please do a full circle of your stack.
You do Regen&Elixir they can be slow at first until they start to dig out the shit.
PHOENIX on the other hand is a different kind of Power.
Even Dragon Reborn is more forgiving in my experience so far.
Healing = slow down everything and take it seriously
What is this
When you see your life from a different perspektive
Is Pheonix considered a superior sub for healing to Multistage DR now, or just a different approach, and using the latest tech advances?
How would it compare to Regeneration in terms of healing potential?