I thought you might want to see that it appears that DR is on the list to be updated.
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That had me thinking of this classic song 
Little child dry your crying eyes
How can I explain the fear you feel inside
'Cause you were born into this evil world
Where man is killing man and no one knows just why
What have we become just look what we have done
All that we destroyed you must build again
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When The Children Cry by White Lion. That song came to me a few times while running healing titles here in the past.
And what’s different for me personally is that I usually don’t listen to lyrics in powerful songs. Most sound like a repeat of everyone else’s lyrics.
But when I read those lyrics, I knew the song instantly. I even thought of the imagery in the video. Children alone, in a playground. Actually, their father is with them.
But I’ve always seen him as not sticking around. That’s why this song touches me. I’ve seen my life like that. Powerful imagery.
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The next part 
When the children cry let them know we tried
'Cause when the children sing then the new world begins
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I think not just the parents but also the kids are super aware. Not just themselves but globally. It’s extremely difficult to escape anything that’s going on. It’s literally force fed to everyone.
I remember growing up in the 70s and my parents and step parents always talking about being tired but you very rarely heard the words " exhausted " or "burned out ".
It’s often the reality of life as a whole not just individually but for everyone. Specifically GenX folks such as myself and younger. Somehow Baby Boomers and folks older were able to avoid it.
I feel that the Covid Lockdowns and all just exacerbated what was already happening. That’s to me why it feels like everyone has lost their darnn minds
Reading this back I can definitely see changes with myself
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Part of that could also be not validating their needs or just powering through because of generational trauma. From my perspective mental health in older generations wasn’t talked about a lot if ever. Like it seems taboo among some boomers to admit they aren’t doing well.
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Index Gate update is tomorrow. The copy doesn’t need complete updating, so we’ll list the additions and changes on the Index Gate discussion thread.
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Hopefully some productivity or anti procrastination scripting cuz im lazy asl lol
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Never Fear the Wobɒʜƨ, embrace it, integrate it and manifest it with boldness.
Our shadow is like that reflection of us in the mirror we don’t want to see, we deny, we fear… We were taught and then we trained ourselves to hate it, suppress it, conceal it…, and to forget about it. Yet it never forgets about us. It was made our greatest weakness yet it’s our greatest strength if only we were brave enough to look into the mirror and love what we see, to release it, to manifest it and to live it.
We don’t fear the knowledge on ZP. We don’t fear becoming legendary. We fear our shadow as it could imperil our growth, or even our sanity, as we don’t even dare to look into the mirror and see Wobɒʜƨ - the reflection of the greatest weakness in ourselves and, at the same time, the reflection of our real power and beauty.
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I saw that. Thank you
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A year ago, I would have been completely clueless in this conversation about one’s shadow. But something has changed, maybe because I’ve use a couple of healing titles.
A few months back Saint responded in a thread that he didn’t want to see people creating a fuss over a dumb issue when, he noted, it was their shadow emerging.
I responded to him because without much effort at all, I’d been seeing those exact things rise up in me, and it was like a loud, logical argument. Part of me was saying “I’m right!”, and part of me knew…it was fear speaking disguised by energy and bravado. Like the guy who talks too fast for someone to really “get it”. While I listened and countered the inner arguments, I became aware…that this was a real part of me. A part I’d judged and silenced my entire life. Aka, my shadow.
I shared this since I felt good about knowing this part…and not squashing him. I saw him, felt his emotional turbulence, and welcomed him more. It was strangely…empowering.
So, I second your move to have us own the shadow within us. When I did, it stopped demanding control over my attention. It was just another part of me.
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I’ve gone through thorough healing and it helped me do a lot of shadow work, especially Total Breakdown. I’m way more true to myself, and the level of my self-deception (telling myself lies) has decreased tremendously. I feel, that’s the main reason I rarely get recon on ZP and it’s never intense.
ZP is about being true to yourself, not lying to yourself whilst suppressing the shadow, hiding it from ourselves and pretending it doesn’t exist is the exact opposite. I believe that recon is nothing else but our mind’s response to “waking up” those parts of us we suppress, conceal, and deny (aka integrating our shadow). Recon is like that feeling we have when we really want to keep dreaming our dream instead of waking up and going about our day. We get angry that someone/something woke us up and we want to fall asleep again. We procrastinate (just 5 more minutes). We’re groggy. We’re apathetic. We feel weak and spineless. We’re anxious about going about our day.
Naturally, not only healing titles help with that process (shadow work), although they help the most. All ZP is based on gradually removing layers of lies we surrounded ourselves (and were surrounded) with.
I realized that the recon I got yesterday almost got me off Primal which is the sub that addresses my shadow integration the most (before it was Total Breakdown, although I could still benefit from running it a lot). Being a masculine, sexual, carefree and just happy man is that part of me that got bullied the most for pretty much whole my life. That’s the very reason I see the most growth on Primal.
Wake up and look your shadow in the eye and understand that where you’ve seen a vicious enemy, your dearest friend awaits you.
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These last 2 days, I’ve faced some recon doing Emperor and LB, and I’m grateful you kind of confirm to me that yes, I push down my sexual side very often along with other sides waiting to be revealed.
For example, when I imagined running Primal just now, part of me pulled back, saying “Whoa boy! Not yet”, while still holding him down. But I am running Emperor currently, and I’m beginning to see myself as much more sexual around women. I worked with a woman today, and damn, my thoughts kept going there. —I was raised in a very sexually repressed family, and sexual desires brought a lot of fear in my adult life. Today actually excited me since it’s a part I’ve not seen much at all–I’ve rarely ran sexual subs. (And I usually don’t think of sex when thinking of Emperor.) I’ll let this unfold.
So maybe ZP and titles like these have the power to begin unravelling the suppressed parts.
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I think that Shadow Work is, in a sense, endless.
1/2 of the Earth is always in shadow at any given moment.
That is always the case. And it’s supposed to be the case.
I think the place where we can make a definitive shift is in our style of relating to those parts of us that are enshrouded in darkness and inaccessibility.
Basically comes down to humility. Courageous humility. Wash. Rinse. Repeat.
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The new version of Index Gate is now available. If you’re purchased it in the past, it’ll be in your downloads within the next few hours. The file name is labeled (May 2024).
We will update the relevant sales copy soon, but here is a list of the updates:
- AI Programming Updates – master AI in the use of programming, with scripting to help you manifest the perfect responses / pieces of code / etc
- Enhanced understanding of higher mathematics and abstract thinking in regards to programming
- Visionary scripting updated from ASBR and Limitless
- Enhanced all coding related scripting to perform better
- Enhanced deductive and inductive reasoning scripting in regards to programming
- Enhanced flow state and concentration scripting
While the list may not seem that comprehensive, this became a much more massive overhaul than anticipated, with every aspect being upgraded.
Enjoy!
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All roads lead to Rome yet choosing that of the least resistance seems to be the best. There’s definitely a difference between waking up somebody with a kiss and with a bucket of ice-cold water. I think the optimal solution is knocking them off the bed. 
ἡ ἀλήθεια ἐλευθερώσει ὑμᾶς
The fear and denial shifted to courage and love. Courageous love for all what we are. The humility is in understanding that the gift of life has been given to us and that inevitably it’s going to be taken away from us forever one day.
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What is the English translation?
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