Update after 2 loops (stacked with RoM)
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Yesterday my productivity and results with my sales job were insane. Had that lost in time feel when I went through hours of work and it felt like minutes. Ended up being one of my best sales days I’ve had of all time. Clarity of thought was extremely high, knowing exactly the right questions to ask. One interesting aspect here is that my sales were just easy. No objections, pretty much lay-down sales all day. Probably one of the closest feelings to “manifesting” that I’ve ever experienced.
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Went to go to the gym after work but forgot they were closed from the holiday. Decided to go to the bar I work at with some friends. Typically never go out on the weekdays but the weather was amazing, had an awesome sales day and it just felt like a good day to go out and enjoy myself. More info on the situation in my journal, but there’s this girl I work with who I have a pretty strong connection with. She has a boyfriend and normally it’s more me in the pursuer frame joking/messing around. When I got to the bar there was an absolute magnetic attraction. She comes and stands like right by my chair, touching my arms, and the sexual connection through eye contact was insane lol. Literally felt like we were going to hook up right in the middle of the bar. Ended up leaving to go to a different bar and she starts snap chatting me some very explicit things
. Have quite the situation here as we are both in pretty committed long term relationships, but this is hands down one of the most attractive women I’ve ever met.
3). Girlfriend comes to meet me at the next bar I go to. Really odd tension between us the last few days. We’re both the jealous type, but she was really on edge the whole time we were out almost like she could sense something was different. She got really need/insecure. Went home and she was really in chase mode, saying she was sorry for acting that way, insanely horny, basically jumps on me talking way dirtier then she normally does, and had some of the best sex we’ve had in awhile. Felt totally in control and in the moment, no desire to release. I would say the sex was better then anything I’ve experienced even when running sex mastery. Only downside is because I didn’t release we got into a big fight because she thought I was cheating and didn’t want to with her because I was saving it for someone else lol.