Main Disc. Thread - Khan Black: The Crucible (Custom Core Now Available!)

It’s the 5th day of my washout and I had a dream last night about a girl I was in love with when I was a kid. I had dreamed of her 3 times in the past but this time was strangely funny. We where a group of people and we talked a little then she blushed, the next moment she vanished with another girl I know (and would never ever) to have sex with for an hour. I heard her moaning and the saw her left the room she was in with a smile.she looks me in the face and exuded-if you don’t fuck me I am gona take her instead.

Then I woke up slightly confused and start to draw my conclusions. Kb showed me my rejections since a little kid (had a couple of those and they all startet to pop up) so I decided to never take a rejection personality anymore. Then Ipurged some very old energy from my system out,also the feeling of nobody wants me.

Now I am in the state of - just take whatever I want and have fun.

One of my blockage has been removed

That’s a blessing

Thank you Subliminalclub

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God I love KB, I made primal/heartsong into a custom and am running KB 1 alongside it and damn I forgot how much more enjoyable life is when sexual energy is high and flowing. I have absolutely no idea why but literally everything is easier, the gym, socialising, working, flirting, studying. It just all seems to flow much more smoothly.

I’m almost scared to swap off KB1 and go to the next stage with how nicely things are developing rn xD

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Yeah it is hard not to love KB, now I know why it’s one of Saints all time favourites. But I pushed it, and it bit me a little. I felt like I hit a wall, so I run a second loop back to back. Recon…

I’m sure after a good sleep, I’ll be right.

Decided to just run this on its own, and return to Phoenix later.

I feel a drive, rather than a compulsion, to keep listening to this sub, as if my system wants it.

Most likely, because intuitively I realise that getting healed from sexual traumas and shame and false religious guilt will be so liberating.

Imagine years of suppression being stripped away, and all the energy that has been frustrated and unhealthily expressed now finding avenues that are life enhancing.

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I expirience the same

My system just want Khan Black

I am in Holidays and I want to play my Wanted Black custom but somehow I just get KHAN BLACK VIBES

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It’s the nature of cultivating energy. Once your body begins to experience free flowing energy without blockages, it will urge you to keep the energy flowing. I experienced this myself when starting Qi Gong training. If I didn’t have responsibilities, I could cultivate and meditate all day.

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Noticing really violent and intense sex dreams so far, not sure what to make off it so far but more energy seems like it

I heard from advaita scholar that kundalini takes you to a high consciousness state but not a step higher where u realize nonduality and no separation with everything else. How accurate is that?

For me yea I’d say that’s probably true. Mine started after I got into the most peaceful clear place I’d ever been. But I didn’t fully transcend the “personal” but definitely a higher consciousness state.

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I wasn’t trying to raise “kundalini” when I had awakening… not sure if there’s levels to that but mine was intense. I did extensively study the classic Vedanta texts (in English) & others of enlightened sages etc prior to awakening… but I gave up… stopped meditating, going to ashrams… years before awakening… then getting into pua stuff… chicks… that is where I was tried to start day chill and I felt weird feeling along my spine… that was the “start” which progressed whole day till it exploded… then I let fear or doubt back into my body like a month later and everything dissipated. Absolute true story. I swear on it. Occasionally, I will feel similar strange sensations in my body that feel like what I knew to be like the kundalini experience.

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I ve been sleeping so much lately which is so much unlike me since I started listening to Kb st1. Other users report sleeping less on Kb. Is it abnormal?
I’ll also add that I’ve been listening to the full loop and also stacking with ascension chamber.

Well, I also sleep more on KB St1, or maybe I would say I sleep normally, as before my sleep was kind of disrupted during night.
But it is also true that before end of the year I had some difficulties in my life so it is possible that this also was cause of it, but I still feel like KB makes me much more grounded and I really feel some sexual matters being healed.
As KB St1 is about cleansing of energetic channels, I believe that body knows how much sleep it needs.

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Interesting, for me i had spontaneous samadhis kind of like being pushed off the cliff into awakening without a choice and massive disruption but it was most blissful, peaceful and most intensely present time in my life with some insane cool experiences and lots of good luck syncronicities.
My perspective and awareness shifted from just ego identity to the underlying self and shift into nondual awareness, feeling the same underlying consciousness behind everything. Became aware intuitively that i had plenty pass lives, and some other shifts and inner sense of knowing some things which were unlocked when i had these experiences.
After that period of several months maybe to a year its like all karma from past lives came crashing down and brutal dark night of soul again.

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I ran it for 3 cycles and.decided to jump to KB4.

KB4 feels like KB1 to honest.

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Things in motion stay in motion :grin::grin:

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Finished up a cycle of KB1 (2nd run) on Thursday. I’m stacking it with QL so there may be some overlap in the mental effects that I describe. But KB definitely helps the mental side, too, because I’m not constantly lusting or desperately thinking about sex like I have in the past. Some notes:

  • Was already doing no porn and no masturbation, but now there is zero desire for porn; it’s like it ceased to exist in my reality. No stress, no “missing it”, only the occasional thought flashes through my mind and it’s easily dismissed
  • No problem ignoring the adult magazines and pictures of young, fresh-faced, big-boobed girls that this country loves to plaster everywhere and on anything they can get away with
  • Sexual desire and feeling desperately horny has more or less gone. I get proper morning wood but then things settle down quickly. I only get turned on by those in real life who turn me on, and otherwise I’m good
  • Feel free and in control of myself. It’s so nice to be able to direct my mind (QL/KB) and energy (KB) to the things I want/need to do without much resistance
  • Speaking of energy, I already have tons more and I know things are just getting started. Between this and QL I am hungry to work on the different projects in my life, and I have more energy to study and do things at times when I’d normally be exhausted. I feel like I have so much more of myself to give than before
  • Feeling a bit more peaceful and significantly more caring towards the people in my life
  • Hyper aware of how male sexuality is targeted and abused by society and businesses
  • Becoming sensitive to good/bad energy in people, and my intuition is on another level in terms of evaluating their state and responding accordingly
  • It’s too early to tell the final result, but an insane manifestation related to my current work transition happened. Crazy insane, definitely-not-a-coincidence type situation happened.

The sex subs, and particularly this sub, feel so good to run. I know from experience what the lack of discipline leads to, but this washout has been tough because I just can’t wait to run KB2 (and QL2).

2 more days to go :sob:

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Congratulations on the great results. Coincidentally I am also near the end of the second cycle of KB St1. And my results are pretty similar, so this must be really working of Khan Black.
I am also tempted to go with KB2 next cycle, but maybe I will go on with KB1 yet.

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For a third cycle? You’re a better man than me! What are your goals for running it? And are you stacking with anything?

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I wouldn’t say this is about being better man or not, but I think everyone needs different time for getting right results. And as guy in his late thirties I want to be sure to get my system really clean before stepping into other stages. And also the fact I am running it as part of stack of 3 subs. If you consider that recommendation for single sub stack is to run 1-2 loops every other day, it means that with 3-sub stack two months is absolute minimum to get the same level of exposure. But maybe little more time would be more fitting, especially as I want to run KB long term, so there is no rush for me.

My goals with KB are kind of “earthly.” I do not mean I am not interested in spirituality, I also used to be intrigued by sexual energy flow, semen retention, etc. etc. I kind of think of sexual energy as life force and quality of life is different depending on how much you have and what quality it is. So my main goal is for this energy furnace to get clean and running to support my goals and get my daily life better. You know - benefits you mentioned are all worth it by itself.

I stack it with original Khan and Heartsong(both being run long-term, not because of new updates). But because of this stack, I like to read benefits that other users reap to understand better, which attributes that I experience myself are connected to which sub. I feel like adding KB into stack made really big change. (Well, now with updates I feel also big shift, but it is still soon to evaluate more deeply)

And your experience with KB is really profound so I am really looking forward to read your experience of KB St2 as I am getting there too sooner or later.

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Yeah, that’s a big reason why I prefer running 2-stacks – feels like I get more exposure and forces me to focus. I think with these updates, a little really does go a long way, but it’s a psychological thing for me, too.

Seems like all of us running KB are on different parts of the same path. What you say about the importance of energy – I could intellectually understand the idea before but it feels like with KB I’m fully integrating the lesson into my entire being. Sexual energy is so important and I can’t believe how much I trivialized it before. It’s like I’m starting to see a whole new world.

And dude! Great stack. I don’t know when I’ll get to Khan again, but I have HS on deck, waiting for me. Maybe in the second half of the year or so. Do you have any writeups about Heartsong so far? I don’t want to clog up the Khan Black thread but there aren’t many people who have detailed their experience with Heartsong, how people manifested for them, etc.

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How are you running a 2 title stack? You just listen to both titles on the same day?