Main Disc. Thread - HERO: The Light that Blinds (Now Available! Q Modules For Customs Now Available!)

Just to correct what had wrote it was the black maca extract not the subliminal by itself.

As i repeated the test on listening days yes i had strong erections but not super strong like i i could not pee lol.

But when did you start taking black maca?

I have tincture in my cupcoard-going to bust it out now

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5 days on two days of. a week ago

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Yesterday out of curiosity I scanned all products with the pendulum method, since 2023 I get the same yes response on various subs but yesterday Emperor Fitness and Spartan gave me a yes.

Today I woke up at 4am, full of power and motivation to move my body. What a coincidence that I have a Emperor Fitness ST4 & Spartan custom (in ZP)

So I did 3 min of that and 3 min ST1 Earth, then start 30 min boxing, watching YouTube videos how to punch and I like the whole thing.
Start doing full body exercises, eating 3 raw eggs (organic without any antibiotics) drinking a good amount of lemon water with magnesium and copper and throwing one, two exercises here and there.

Feels good to have motivation again.

Now let’s go for Weathgrass juice and watermelon.

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I decided to start with Water because I’ve often felt like a prisoner of my emotions, feelings, and thoughts throughout my life.

When I read the script for the first time, I was immediately blown away by the written words and the power that Water radiated.

Being the ruler of my inner world felt so important to me because I am constantly overwhelmed by my thoughts. They make me tired, moody, and drain all my energy.

I often find myself lost in thoughts about situations and conversations that most likely will never happen – and yet, during these useless inner monologues, I feel a mix of anger, hopelessness, and fear.

So yes, my overthinking has a tight grip on me. And I want to change that with Water. Since I’ve started listening to Water, I’ve found myself thinking more and more about what I want to do with my life – both in it and through it.

Instead of drowning in mental chaos, I now reflect on possibilities. Of course, I’m not completely free yet. I still carry the chains I put on myself – and those others put on me – but I can feel a shift in how I think and act.

All these new thoughts are bringing back something old – my desire to write.
To turn my mental cinema into poetic texts and set them free. At least, I often find myself thinking about it.

That alone is progress, because recently, I had stopped writing altogether.

I also find myself wondering more about what is happening in my life. Where I’ll end up. How I’ll live. It might sound like nothing has changed – I still think about everything and everyone – but the way I think has completely shifted.

Even when I’m emotionally stirred up, I feel like things are different now. I can’t quite describe how yet – but something is happening.

I feel drawn to books, texts, and other things that help me deal with or soothe my inner chaos. Gently and with healing – without pressure.

As described in Water, I have absolutely no desire to dig up my past anymore. I’ve tried that so many times, and it only left me drained.

It didn’t really help much either. I only ended up thinking about how shitty people in my life were and why the hell they caused me so much pain.

Driven by anger and hatred toward others, I lost something very important – myself. Now I’m beginning, more and more, to focus on me.

Yes, I had already started doing that, but now a different path is revealing itself. And I really like this path.

Combined with Love Bomb, it has – in my opinion – a powerful effect. It’s chaotic, in a way, but a good kind of chaos.
Like finding a hidden treasure in a dusty, covered-up apartment that you thought was long lost.

Radiant, yet surrounded by dust and cobwebs – but after just a moment of gentle cleaning, it reveals its true, imperfect beauty.

Water is something that does me a lot of good – something I’ve been searching for, for a long time.
Now it has found me – and I’m incredibly grateful.

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Very relatable, constant repetition of such mental loops that enrage me and make me think of all the ways i would destroy them to get revenge as if part of me wants to manifest it just to exercise and feed the wrathful parts of me,which is a feedback loop.

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I think of people face the same challenges but turn a blind eye. Glad to hear someone elses experiences on water.

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Some people can’t see the forest for the trees :sunglasses:. Often, it’s simply that others have a different perspective on certain things.

That’s why conversations with therapists and psychologists — but also with coaches, friends, partners, etc. — can help you see challenges in a different light.

But only if the person is open to it. Trying to force someone to see things from multiple perspectives can easily backfire.

The person might shut down — or worse — agree to something, not because they genuinely understand, but just because they want the other person to finally shut up :sweat_smile:.

That often leads to conflict or other issues, like agreeing to do something you actually don’t want to do.

And then you don’t do it, and bam: drama, a movie-worthy tragedy, and distance.

That’s why I try not to pressure people anymore. I approach things gently. If I notice that someone is open, I’ll continue — with suggestions or advice, for example.
If not, I let it go.

The seed for reflection — consciously or unconsciously — has already been planted.

Maybe it’s just not the right time. Everyone moves at their own pace in life. That’s something we should accept. But that doesn’t mean we have to give up on ourselves.

If you notice that no change is happening at all, it’s okay to protect your energy — no matter how you choose to go about it.

But I digress. Yes, water truly is amazing when it comes to dealing with inner chaos. At least for me, it helps a lot in sorting myself and my thoughts out.

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Love Water stage. Potential for so much growth. I must say Hero is a gem, can be stacked with anything to grow part of your arsenal to reach your goals.

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Wanted Black taught me to have a non-chalance approach to life

The module Negativity Displacer took anger and arguments I’d form in my head and sort of transmute it for me

I’ve become better overall

I’ve not had a chance to read your journal yet but would be interested in your experiences with Water if you post about it :slight_smile:

Its a title I’m meaning to try in the future when I reach Hero

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@CurlyGirl Just saw your new journal, there hasn’t been lots of post of st4 as of yet, but when your intuition tells you to, run st4 :wink:

Day 33 and 34 Break from listening

Going take a break from listening. thinking about giving air ago stage 3.

Last few days i have been feeling tired so break a would be a good idea.

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Curious to hear from those who have ran ST4 what are their experiences.

I find that it’s the perfect companion to executive. I had some realizations about my procrastination, why I’m pushing some project away that could change my life to the better, and realized how some of my routines go back for years, which I didn’t take notice of.

It also helps pushing through tasks and getting me to move to whatever task I need to do and just by starting it, I find it easy to work on it for hours on end without getting tired.

Courage with emotions and vulnerability increased since using fire (I’m on Primal Romance). Truth to self and burning off some masks, it has a spiritual sense to it, not just taking action. The manner of speaking also changed where it comes from authenticity and truth, barely any sugarcoating.

And more

Less reliance on caffeine.

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From what I can see @Leandros @CurlyGirl and @Phoermes are going through some amazing life changing experiences…welldone

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Thank you @RockyHandsome

Yes indeed

Its amazing how things don’t bother me anymore that bothered me in the past.

Its like I do them now but I give the least amount of energy to them and focus on the good stuff I want to do or enjoy how amazingly alive my body feels

Feels like I could work in an office now

Jokes aside, I would die there after 10 min

But I clean my apartment every day and make it more comfortable, it’s just like living soil produces the best fruits

Since yesterday I included a loop of my Emperor Fitness ST4 & Spartan custom, it’s in Zp 1 but the synergy is amazing,no headache, fatigue or any downside . In the evening I was going in the river and when I searched white stones to paint I nearly fell down from laughing.
I saw al these stones laying there and thought : look here is a fitness center for free.

Today is stone training day on the river

Thank you Subliminalclub

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@Leandros you talk about the river, stone throwing and walking in bare foot are you living in the mountains ? or some beautiful wilderness.

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About stage 4 – Fire – my intuition hasn’t really said much yet.
The only fire I’m currently using is a lighter to light my cigarettes :sweat_smile:.

To be honest, apart from Water, I feel very drawn to Air.
Maybe because I truly enjoy wind :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:.

Standing in the wind, arms wide open, head tilted toward the sky, receiving a sense of lightness while the wind plays with my curls and plants a gentle kiss on my forehead.

Ah… I love the wind.

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Yeah, air is very very powerful also.

Take your time with Water and Air, even Earth if needed. Fire is the action part so it’s a bit different in terms of action IMO.

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In Ascona since nearly 2 months.

Tomorrow I make some pictures

Its so beautiful here, like I am in holidays.

This is the first time in my life that I am in a good place (Energetically) and it’s of utmost importance to be around good energy. Fighting the whole time against the surrounding made me hate life and people. This is a thing of the past. shit I have experienced flows constantly out of me, pice by pice,here in Ascona it’s like a download of good energy that simultaneously pushes old negative Energetic structures and surpressed emotions to the surface and then out. It’s an organic process that I go through now.

I am still recovering from the shit I had experienced and ST1 Earth is immensely helpfull.

But to you

Where do you live?

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