No, I would not have problems if the relationship was not functioning towards a beautiful future or negativity.
But pure goodness from both sides and then it ended in 30 seconds was devastating.
Its like saying fuck you to the sun.
OK no more light for you then
Happened to me many times, my light gets rejected and when I turn dark the jump in joy like vampires
Since then I don’t see the value anymore in women.
I hope this Wil change back or even better than it was before
Well there was a situation where I didn’t step in as a man to protect her when I should have and I hesitated and she started testing me after that, testing my manhood, she withdrew her attention, love, touching…everything
Then she got with a guy who was fit and with some muscles
so I put two and two together
we were about to go on our first date when everything came crashing down. At the time I was running WB, emperor and I think LBFH…I was a mess mentally and emotionally from the recon
but then I realized there are millions of women out there. Just because one rejects me doesnt mean thats it, there are guys out there who are sleeping with new women every week…I know this only because I have a friend like this who is allergic to sleeping with less than one woman a week
Trust me I know the feeling times a hundred. It sucks, but let me ask, do you really think that she loved you like that or was it just surface level
because I’ve seen women who have been cheated on and still remained with their partner because they loved the hell out of them
edit:
how long were you guys going out for
did you sleep together
just to get some context
Complete admiration/respect and yes love was there from her side.
It shooked her soul (she is Turkish) she though I was some kind of terrorist.
Like I enjoy being ruled by the dirtiest of people.
Funny thing is 2 month later all the epstein shit came out and since then I get one signal from her : shit he was right
Ironic
11 months
it could be then that the comment made you look like some scary guy that might end up being psycho…She probably feared for her safety. I tend to stay away from talking anything political, religious, conspiracy wise to women
edit:
this is all speculation
most likely there were things that led to her breaking up with you, the comment was just the straw that broke the camels back
It’s exactly that.
But she asked and allready know my carácter well.
I wish I had done something to her, then I would at least work through that and proceed
But it wasn’t the case
Yeaa since then I put no more energy into people.
I don’t know how to change that.
I pulled all my energy back to myself and only for myself since then
Nope
Energy/ intension/vibe/hidden agendas I can read better than people want me to
You can’t hide something from me if you interact with me over a longer period of time.
Like I said if I had it fucked up I would know.
But I didn’t
Back to more happier things
This combo is fantastic
The worth from Hero in combo with Wanted Dream Boy Lovebomb and inner circle catapult you into a very very attractive orbit.
I am the best example
I could have women in bed if I wanted that are looks wise soooooooo out of my league it’s unbelievable.
I just proceed with this stack until everything comes from women
Didn’t mean to get off topic and bring back bad memories. But back to the topic on hand. I cant wait to run hero origins
I feel like you are sleeping with very beautiful women easily on this stack
Interesting conversation.
You say you could have women so out of your league in bed.
What is stopping you?
Do you not have any desire to have it happen?
You mention the expression “out of your league.” Do you genuinly believe they are out of your league, i.e. you are not worthy of them?
Are you afraid you are going to get hurt again?
Do you not know how to initiate contact and move things forward? Like with the gym girls who are giving you straightforward IOIs.
I understand all these reasons, because I experience them too quite often.
I have to deal with other stuff first before people can play a role in my live again.
People are now on fifth place
.and yeaaa now it’s time I get all the energy from women
Wait until I put my Khan Black st4&Sanguine custom into the stack. Then it’s getting wild.
I tested something with women and it seems to work–the less I do and be around the more they do.
So it will work out in the end
It is interesting you say that, because you are running WDB and Inner Circle right now. Both are geared towards meeting people and opening yourself up towards them.
Maybe take a break from those titles and run Emperor Reforged with your Hero stack?
In the background I am preparing all the good stuff for future endeavors.
Don’t worry mate it’s only a phase I have to go through consciously to realize that way isn’t fruitful.
But yes I Am still hurt from that.
Seems like a topic in my life.
I go out make friends and help them wherever I can and in return I get hit in the face
That’s why it’s hitting so hard
Just collect 40 of these expiriences and then it time for a longer break
So it’s ok to have a phase where you all can beg for my attention.
In the meantime I clean the forest from trash in my free time to feel somewhat useful in this world.
That gives me a very good feeling about myself
I understand that these experiences can give you a little ego boost. And it is perfectly okay to use them to feel better about yourself. But it can also become a trap. Women get aroused by men multiple times per day. Simply turning a woman on doesn’t get you anywhere.
I think of it this way when I let opportunities slide by. My presence turned her on, but she is either going home now and use her satisfyer or she is going to fuck the first guy who has the balls to approach her. At that point the little ego boost isn’t worth it anymore.
I know
But I need that experience to not care anymore
Later on it wil bounce back into balance and when I am in a good state again and don’t care - pure magnetism and funn
Honestly guys I’m impressed by y’all.
I had pretty bad experiences dating women.
One going to be with other people while she was in a date with me. someone who f*ckd another guy in front of me 3 days after I confessed to her. One leaving the bar where we were hanging out to get railed by 30 dudes in an appartment building (while even just the night before she said she didn’t feel in the mood…)
Honestly, I feel like I’m at negative sexual charisma, even though I am doing pretty good social/friendly wise.
I tried doing WDB a few months but that didn’t get me out.
I’m avoiding going out to not get hurt.
though I know it’s silly.
but everytime I start the night with someone and end up being the wingman and see them finish the night with someone else, it hurt.
I tell myself it’s nothing lost, if they do that they’re not for me, I am being protected, but if I’m being honest it hurts to be rejected still.
I feel as if, I don’t get it, I’m not that bad look wise, am I? I’ll post a selfie later and let you judge, but I don’t think I am.
Anyway, I started running a Hero Origin x Limitless Zone last week, every wednesday (Summertime x Stabilizer every monday, Khan2 every Friday) it work pretty well getting me on focus, and helping me meditate, think about honor and duty,
Though I still got some recon, feeling abandoned, lonely. fatherless, left to fight the elements on my lonesome.
I know I am lacking social-wise.
that a warrior of light gotta shine to attract others seekers of light.
for now, I am not in a period were I shine by my sociability.
though Summertime helps a lot with joking at work and being an overall likeable person.
but yeah, am just that.
at least that’s how I feel.
So yeah, all that to say, I’m impressed that you guys got that pull and can create such opportunities.
Bro saw the hot women in the gym again today, the one who stormed out last time.
I am at home now and I still feel her mouth around my dick.
OH boy she let some good energy in my direction like a jungle Latina.
I am near how I want women to be with me here in europa
This combo works wonders
this book will change all the low level energies
The love Code - Alexander Loyde
Thats going to make you withstand every down there is and gives you the possibility to generate worth for yourself - everywhere and anytime in a so solid way that you don’t need it anymore from others
damn thats incredible, glad to hear. I knew it was only about time…I’m super jealous. How long have you been running that stack
