You’re right. I fixed it.
same for me when I ran this program when it was first released, then suddenly it began working months later and now I’m running it again but it can be very under the radar, to say the least, and then results appear unexpectedly.
But at that time I was not participating much in modern society as I realized we are living in a society with fake goals and on a grand scale pursuing a vision that is literally getting us nowhere but hell.
So if you care about society and you have a longing for human connection and building something together in groups with a sort of transcendental family dynamic, then you can imagine how difficult it is to accept that realization and to figure out how to proceed further.
And many just haven’t realized that, so with blinders on it doesn’t matter much, but when you notice it, it becomes preposterous to contribute to those fake goals (because how are you going to find any pride and motivation in the destruction of your own society), just a simple example but how many chemical hair product companies and Dyson vacuum cleaners do we actually need? Many of these are hugely marketed international businesses competing against each other, with uncountable workforces behind them. Like, go build something that will advance our species and give your employees a sense of belonging and gratification to contribute. Each time I went for a job interview for a company, even just as a student I realized how inauthentic it all is, they present their vision and mission and it is just a blatant lie because behind the front and seances, it is all about money. And the employees do not care and they are unhappy but work the job nonetheless out of a sense of lack. (little tangent but I sure can’t be the only one who has experienced this)
I feel now that is why perhaps Genesis back then did not process for me at all, and that it may have been stuck at the back of my mind all this time because it does require you to act on job opportunities, to take physical action towards your goals during which inspirations and manifestations will come to you that guide you on your path to finding your purpose.
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Have you found any answers to this? Perfectionism is a pain.
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Sort of yeah… and I agree it has been.
Short answer - I had found an ‘expert’ that gives great advice on the topic, if you search ‘Perfectly hidden depression’. You’ll find her, that’s a good first step.
I’m curious, do you also have this projection of high expectations of yourself and how your life should be? I’m getting realisations about this now. Like a neverending niggle that things aren’t how they ‘should be’? It seems to be like a deep ungratefulness or dissatisfaction obviously rooted from childhood events.
Also it seems to be an overcompensation for a deep sense of the opposite. A wanting to control the outcome so much that something can finally go right or be the way you want it to be.
I’m doing a cycle of DR st4 to crush it totally as I’ve had enough haha.
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Hope this helps in some way and you find some peace my friend. 
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Yes, 1000%
I had the realization last night that all the reading, practice, and knowledge seeking that I perform is in the pursuit of one goal and one goal only - to increase my control over everything
I don’t read fiction anymore, only non-fiction that will help me control my emotions, control my energy, control how others react to me.
I only listen to subs that will in some way help me build up that control - Hero to control my virtue/lack of virtue, Genesis to control how much fun I have/the lack of fun in my life, Khan Black to control my sexual energy that simultaneously feels like its too much and not enough, Revelation of Mind to control my desire to meditate (I don’t meditate but I want to and I am hoping RoM will MAKE me do it)
Everything is so tightly wound, everything serves the purpose of making sure I don’t feel any level of powerlessness, and yet all I feel is powerlessness.
It’s fucked man
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I’m getting clear nudges that the next sub I need to stack with Genesis is Chosen: The Way of Nature and I can’t explain why.
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Damn that hit hard
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Reading this and now I am curious if anyone who has changed careers or life paths often has used Genesis and what sort of experience they had of the title. I hesitate to call myself “Very directionless” because I have goals, but the “vehicle” that takes me towards them has never mattered much to me and I get tired of most of the “vehicles” after a few years or even months in some cases.
@mountainguy: Here is my experience. I have always known what I wanted to do in life, since I was a kid. As an adult, I have done everything except that. Earlier this year, I was already thinking about how unsatisfied I was with my career path in general and how I feel like my life would have been wasted if I didn’t at least attempt to work on my dream goals. I had already decided to change course when RoM, RoS then Genesis came out. Running Genesis and RoM for 4 cycles now has completely altered my thinking about my life goals. What looked like a gigantic challenge is now something I can’t wait to do. I don’t even need to see the entire staircase, I just have to put my foot on the step then the next one and so on and I’ll be just fine. My currently frame of mind is that the world is waiting for my contribution in something I feel I am talented at.
Additionally there have been some inverse manifestations. A couple of things that were not supposed to be in my life have simply manifested themselves out of my life in a surprising yet beneficial manner, clearing the way for what I really want to do.
Genesis has me thinking that I need to offer my unique gifts to the world but for that I need to connect to the world with my mind and my spirit. That’s why my intuition is that the next subs I have to run should be RoS and CWON.
Now when I think about what my life path should be, I don’t see it as a challenge, I’m just completely at peace. I credit Genesis and RoM for that. I feel like CWON and RoS will take that peace of mind to the next level (before I start running money making and action taking subs).
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Man this sub is such a masterpiece.
Came back to it replacing Stark and I missed this breathe of fresh air that it brings.
After one loop this wave of serenity and presence came over me.
I tend to focus so much on the future I always forget to enjoy the present moment. I’m at a park rn listening to Rihanna typing this but this sub does remind you how profoundly beautiful each and every moment is.
Sometimes you just need that perspective shift, why can’t you be happy now? And that was what I was missing.
Also other thing is I’m vibrating at such a high level rn like looking at everything like a video game. No longer anxious about the startup. 1M? Just a number. That girl? There’s billions more. I’m single? I don’t need anything.
Maybe that it’s synergy with NR but I no longer am attached to the outcome. I could care less.
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There are these things that people say. Kind of a variation, they say you can have whatever you want provided you give up wanting it. Then the variation is, you can have everything you want, but first you must become the person who can have it. In my experience it’s true, both of them. When I’m just in a contented place it’s like the best things just happen seemingly effortlessly. Kind of as a by product of that state of not needing or wanting. Absolutely I’ll still do things that I think will get me what I want.
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I think its also cause you operate and vibrate at a level of Acceptance which is the highest vibration you could get if that makes sense
Like I see things so clear now in this state that i wouldnt have been able to see in my desire state
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Acceptance + Appreciation + Gratitude + Amazement = irresistible energy field.
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Is Genesis the sub you’d use if you had to start over again in life, for example a really bad upbringing, separation/divorce or fallen on hard times? Because I see the term beginner as in new user but maybe it could also mean beginning again.
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I think Genesis could be a subliminal that would help in a situation like this, maybe paired with DR:LD
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Genesis. Genesis AM. Emperor; all would be excellent choices. Pick which would best align with where you are in life and most accessible for you. Then, stack with ancillaries to meet what’s missing or needs more attention
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Genesis is not a beginner sub. It’s for self-exploration and framework building at any level. It’s just good for new users since most are here because they want to build an internal framework.
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Been on it for a bit now. Hands down my favorite sub. Part of my anxieties in life is how dysfunctional I’ve been. Genesis is so broad that it gives me comfort I’m hitting a bit of everything, even some stuff I hadn’t thought of.
In my opinion this is the sub to run if you need support in your life and greater understanding but don’t have a conscious idea of what that is. Genesis continues to humble me in the best way possible. I’m constantly learning new things about life that I was perceptually blind to before.
To add to this. It really does feel like it’s filling in the gaps of the stuff I didn’t get in childhood. I’m talking basic decent quality of life stuff, the essentials. The kind of stuff you beat yourself up for as an adult but realistically nobody showed you.
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