I’m not running AIMBOT just yet, but I have noticed something similar in my gaming.
When I’m tense, and nervously anticipating ‘the guy around the corner’, I mess up a lot and my KD suffers.
On the other hand, when I’m light about it, when I’m almost to the point of not really caring and laughing along with mistakes, I get scores like:
I had a few great rounds that day, all of which happened when I was being silly af. Praising the other team when they got me and, even while still praising them in ridiculous, glazing ways, getting my get back
As a side note, a guy named Dream humbled me and my entire team with a 98 kill and something like 17 death count. I remember at some point just sitting back and sort of appreciating being one of those people who feels like it is an honor to go against certain streamers even when they lose.
Dude was lit with that MP5