Yesterday ran into an ex randomly walking close to my place. Heard from another woman who wanted to meet for dinner. And a third ex randomly reached out to check on me and see how things were going.
Lots of coincidences - however it was really helpful. I planned to work on some things in the evening but dropped all of it to meet this lady for dinner. Now I’m not feeling so hot about that decision in general. In my body there was a feeling of needing to make a clear decision. Relationships or career/finances/fitness/personal growth. It was a reminder what gives the best R.O.I. and biggest overall lift. Wondering if the sub helped manifest all of this so I could get clear on the decision.
When running Emperor/Stark/HoM there was no ambiguity. However when I started thinking about a custom and trying a few different subs things got emotionally murky. Happy to have this sorted out again.
Also got an email yesterday about my gym membership being lapsed. For some reason I couldn’t update via their app - and I felt this burning need to get it resolved so I stopped by last night to renew in person.
Went to bed at 2am and woke up at 7am.
My first thought being I need to hit the gym - right now. I decided to sleep a bit more instead. When I woke up couple hours later all the fire was gone. To the point I felt super lethargic and just wanted to watch movies and chill.
Instead of turning on the tv I did 1 loop.
Made better food choices for breakfast, talked way, way less in todays meeting and signed up for a short programming course that will help me level up at work and will be useful to my business.
That 1 loop got me back on track with increased clarity on todays priorities.