Still only had one loop of exposure to emperor art of war, but it’s the gift that keeps on giving.
First of all, this is the second morning in a row that I’ve woken up with an intense amount of joy.
It’s hard to describe as it’s not the true bliss or joy that you would expect from sanguine or love bomb…
But it’s certainly a love of life, a burst of gratitude, and subtly in there somewhere is a confidence about the day that I’m about to have and about how good it’s about to be.
That good day is already proven by the fact that I’ve only been awake for 3.5 seconds and already can feel how good of a morning it is.
I had a pretty intense, emotional event arise from a loop of primal seduction I did a few days ago.
I ended up meeting a pretty intense and chaotic girl that sent my heart on a rollercoaster all within 48 hours of meeting her.
The art of war helped me heal all the recon that came from that, learned the lessons that I needed to learn from it, and move on more confidently.
The first thing art of war did to help me clear that recon was give me the sense that the past was the past, and it doesn’t need to affect the present or future. I had a bad day, and that bad day was behind me, and I just needed to focus on making today a good day.
This was a logical thought in terms of actions I could take… obviously the actions of yesterday don’t impact my ability to take actions today, so logically, I understood it…
but it was also energetic. literally felt the impact of previous day’s turmoil leaaving my body and being replaced by that cool detachment. (Only realized it was detachment when writing this.)
The second thing Art Of War did was help me reconnect to the habits that have worked best in my life, when I am at my best, to bring me to and sustain my level of “best.”
I was in a low mood cycle for a variety of reasons when i ran AoW, so, that scripting didn’t just alleviate recon, it directly improved my mood and got me out of the low i was in.
When I came out of that low mood so easily, I saw my mood shifts from a new lens, and found some empathy for myself around the fact that my mood is cyclical…
Instead of ignoring that, which I’ve alwasy done, I decided to be more strategic about it. Track my mood. Acknowledge it needs to be managed. Manage it. Lose the ego around it.
And once I was in a powerful state, back in a good mood, art of war helped me dive deep into why I’m consistently attracted to girls with borderline personality disorder, which was the original emotional crisis that caused the intense recon and low mood in the first place.
I journaled voice memos that led to profound insights. Those profound insights led to questions, which led to research. And that research led to a literal paradigm shift in the way I understand my patterns and attachment issues in relationships.
For anyone who has ADHD, Narcissism, or just finds themselves attracted to Narcissists/BPD people, male or female, check out Coach Ken’s video on “Why you’re attracted to BPD and why they’re attracted to you.”
So the recon that was caused by a negative experience was cleared, and then turned into growth by learning the lesson that I needed to learn from the negative experience, thanks to the tactical and detached nature of art of war.