Remember you have love bomb in Genesis too. I would recommend going as light as possible for now to see how much you can get out of Genesis. I think you need some really good experiences to show you what a single sub is capable of to break that cycle of seeking out the best. And Genesis will help with the skepticism you hold as well, it’s got scripting for that too. I think it’ll really help you learn on an experiential level why micro loops work so well vs intellectually so you can put those doubts to rest as well.
This requires a certain amount of faith and letting go and trust. But this is absolutely the sub for the job.
And just a heads up. While you’re running Genesis you’re going to start being more aware of your patterns, what’s wrong, things might feel off and uncomfortable. I made the mistake of thinking another sub would be perfect for handling those issues but Genesis was doing it and I killed the momentum. You’ll undoubtedly have moments where you feel you’ve graduated from Genesis. In those moments just look at your life and ask yourself if it’s where you want it to be. If the answer is no Genesis isn’t done. And it’s very sneaky with how it appears. Just always remember to weigh the actual current situation vs the in the future fantasy version when assessing if you should change subs.