I’ve made it to my 5 day break after my first cycle with Chosen From Within.
Now I’ve noticed that I really don’t react to the argumentative types. I have a family member and even ended up with a boss who tends to talk down to me, I don’t think they’re doing it on purpose but it’s just very apparent to me. But I’m not reacting to it so I’m able to remain calm and think more clearly. It could also be that I’ve always kind of been maybe higher IQ in some instances, like I read a lot of books as a kid and just got used to being alone.
But I think having that sort of parenting style led me to attract this boss to myself. Luckily I don’t ever have to work with her it’s more of a remote situation.
So I like how Chosen is smoothing things out in that regard.
Also noticing better, positive attention from people is also pretty huge for me now. I haven’t had much if any recon. The only thing I’m noticing is that it brought up thoughts of some female from my past who I’d forgotten about and would like to get in touch with. But that person moved away probably 20 years ago and I really wouldn’t know how to find them again anyway. I tried looking them up but nothing.
So if there’s any recon for me it’s about wanting to get on Heartsong because relationships still seem to be issues for me along with money of course. But what comes up for me as recon tends to be more with relationships/people.
I did order a custom and it has limiting people remover module, the boundary, eventide, fearsome,fenrir, manipulus, pride unbroken, code of loyalty, iron frame, achille’s heel, Natural Winner, Fortune’s Favorite, The way of ROI, Wayfinder, Harmonic Singularity, Energetic Development, Joie de vivre, and yggdrasil with Survival Instinct and regular Spartan as the cores. So that will shore up and remove the unwanted people aspect even more.
But I just gotta mention that non-reaction is really powerful. Just having no reaction to people, for some reason they tend to rethink things and smooth out some of their own edges when I wasn’t even going for that. I just had no reaction so for me, no problem, but for them sometimes they end up feeling bad about how they acted, I’ve seen that plenty of times through the years but never mastered it because I got caught back up due to my own anxiety and stuff.
So yea, I don’t think it’s the best idea to add in Heartsong on top of Chosen from Within and my new custom. But when I switch to Chosen I just might try Heartsong. But still a battle between Mind’s Eye and whatever that third title will be when it’s time. Inner Circle but I think Chosen From Within is kind of really going to take care of that area especially as time passes and when I start using regular Chosen.