This sub is singlehandedly the most energy intensive I’ve ever used, or maybe I just have a lot more healing to do than I thought. I cut ascension out and just decided to leave LBFH in my stack solo. One loop of this usually makes me tired but two loops makes me drag.
I did the two loops in the middle of the night after coming off of a rest day. I woke up, took two naps before work, properly stayed hydrated, used a nootropic which boosts my adrenaline and dopamine levels, and even after all that I still needed a 16 oz can of monster just to stabilize my energy levels.
Think the two loops also sent me into recon cause im feeling pretty irritable and hostile too. Even nice ppl are getting on my nerves. Needless to say I’ll be sticking to one loop from now on, and im taking a couple of rest days.
Only noticeable expressions I got for universal love was from a couple family members I interacted with, a couple stares from women at work, and a female coworker who came around to hug me twice in 5 minutes for no apparent reason.
It’s not necessarily the energy – this is that form of recon I mentioned in the early ZP days, where you either get tired or very energized.
ROFL. Bruh. 5 minutes twice for no reason? That’s no little result. The stares from women at work is big too, since they’re clearly reacting to it. Wait until that recon wears off.
The script isn’t going to be easy for a lot of us to handle, myself included. But, I feel that it is necessary. Right now, I’m not “feeling anything,” or at least that’s the lie my conscious mind is telling me. I’m pretty down today, and I’m having thoughts similar to @sid about love “never helped” before. My mind is drifting back to my first girlfriend, late teens, who cheated on me with a drug dealer after three years. It was devastating at the time, but I thought I had long gotten over it. A few loops of LBFH and here we are.
Now, here’s the interesting part – I can tell healing is occurring, as each time I think about it today, it’s like the images have less impact, and then my mind is flooded with all the ways I’ve improved and changed since that time.
I’m also in a very, very, very creative mood. Then again, I knew I would be, because it’s in the script that if you’re a creative, use your art to fuel healing, self-confidence, etc.
Never realized the effects ZP had on an energy level could be recon but it makes sense. I also did have the thought of “not feeling” the ZP when I run it besides fatigue but I already knew that was recon.
Looks like many of us here struggle with the concept of “love “ in many forms. Not surprising given the world we live in but that’s the whole point of this project right? @SaintSovereign im wishing you and everyone else here the best of luck with their journey. If we stay consistent at it, especially with a tool like this we just may not recognize ourselves in the next few months.
Yes so do I… Ive been feeling wave after wave of pleasure, sometimes is very sexual, other times not, literally during the whole day.
While all of this happens I find myself questioning my assumptions about sex and love… remembering past relationships or simply fantasizing on how things can be so much better.
I ran my first loop last night. I listened to Ascended Mogul first. Nothing immediately to report after listening. I’ve gotten a full night of sleep now. I do think it was a quality sleep. If anything I’d say my first impression is that for me it seems to be grounding. I haven’t been around people yet.
It’ll either be very intense, or will calm the intensity of DR down. Depends on how you respond to LBFMH.
That, I can’t answer. There’s also a bit of an error in the copy, where I say that LBFH has the most healing scripting. Dragon Reborn technically has more. It most likely will take priority.
same here but LBfH doesnt do that, it seems that the self-love or self-care in my case, helps strongly in understanding people, put yourself first, setting great boundaries.
I ran it once before sleep. I burst into tears the following day and realized while everybody can love me, and lots of people do, nobody can love me the way I need, so I should love myself or at least take care of myself first as everybody even if they are willing have their own shit to deal with.
Recon was intense but lasted several hours.
Of course people were very nice to me. like coworkers I dont like came speak to me touching me. Felt weird.
I have the best time of my life with Lovebomb for Humanity.
Constant love is filling me and giving me the best experience, I like it I love it I allow it and enjoy it.
No tiredness just full of motivation and sexual energy.
No recon, but strong and effective healing.
It feels like whenever there is a problem showing up, a lake of love is washing over this problem and flush it out of my system.
And the protection from foreign energy is fantastic.
I love it.
Ps: eat some alive food like sprouts and that every day, you have to build a reservoir of energy first
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