Since starting LBFH, idk why, but I seem to be getting a lot more selfish and focus on what is important for me. LBFH seems to act as a booster for my Khan custom. @enigma12
The more I am on it the more I realise that if I don’t do those important things for me, I’ll end up at a place I don’t want to end up to. And I’ll be honest just the fear of going there can make me act pretty much extreme, sacrifices don’t seems scary anymore. I would literally do nothing but work on my project for the next 6 months if it increases the odds of succeeding, as I have no room for failure.
I’ve always been enjoying my alone time, reading, learning some stuff or whatever and I enjoy even more now than ever.
Depression is a thing of the past I am glad I can become more of who I was 2 years ago, but with a clearer goal as to what I want to reach and the steps I need to do.
Also exploring love is a lot less scary 