Luther's StarkQ journal

Lol, Hauser version of this is my ringtone

Beautiful. Send it to yourself as a bookmark reminder for 3 months from now :slight_smile:

The will of its Inquisitor

The liberty to live

Feb. 10/2024

Currently working on something big. Aiming to finish it by the end of the day.

It’s interesting how I no longer feel any pressure, I just enter the flow state often on demand and everything is somehow done by the deadline. I know that the next few hours are going to be like that, where I become so immersed that I don’t even know I got there when I get there. A perfect level of output. Yet even with the anticipation, going through it all still amazes me.

I enjoy getting things done that I love doing, as it literally gives me energy. It fills me up with life. Going after my goals.

Setting amazing clear goals, and going after them knowing you’ll get there.

I could do this until the end of time.

And I probably will.

Feb. 11/2024

Created a masterpiece last night. Proud of myself.

Experience a massive internal shift yesterday. They keep coming, as I keep going.

It’s out of this world, lol. Not even halfway through the month, and it already beats January in terms of growth.

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Feb. 12 /2024

Found this amazingly profound quote the other day:

“We see things not as they are, but as we are."

Then I googled it and found someone expanding on it a little in their unique way.

"Each of us tends to think we see things as they are, that we are objective. But this is not the case. We see the world, not as it is, but as we are—or, as we are conditioned to see it. When we open our mouths to describe what we see, we in effect describe ourselves, our perceptions, our paradigms. When other people disagree with us, we immediately think something is wrong with them. But, as the demonstration shows, sincere, clearheaded people see things differently, each looking through the unique lens of experience.”

This one was even better.

I don’t know where they’re from but I like them a lot.


Looking outside today and what do I see. Another beautiful day. Valentine’s Day soon, everyone will be making love. I sometimes wonder, what if we met in high school, but it would’ve been too early. Having a relationship that is based on unconditional love is easily the pinnacle of romance, but it requires a lot of… not necessarily work, but courage to get there. Not intelligence, competence, or luck, just courage. Which is so perfect when I put it into perspective because it’s epic in the sense of an actual romance epic (war, courage, love). What a parallel. It’s such a gorgeous time to be alive. My progression continues, but has seem to stabilized after large internal shifts. It’s a lot easier and I’m on the other side. I’ve crossed over.

I just have to keep going. It’s so perfect.

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It’s always funny to me having run subliminals like PCC and Khan, yet not believing in power dynamics.

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Power Dynamics and Laws of Power (February 12/2024)

On my list of people to meet within the next 5 years, Robert Greene is one of them. I’m a massive fan of his work. I think the book “48 Laws of Power”, is a masterpiece work of art. Not of human congruence, but of human analysis. In the business world, I encounter a lot of people who have this book and when conversing I say this to them. They then draw a blank face.

Congruence and non-integrated analysis.

In 48 Laws of Power, the first law is:

Never Outshine the Master.

“Always make those above you feel comfortably superior. In your desire to please or impress them, do not go too far in displaying your talents or you might accomplish the opposite – inspire fear and insecurity. Make your masters appear more brilliant than they are and you will attain the heights of power.”

At my old warehouse job, this would be impeccable advice. I really could have used this book back in the day, but was too busy playing video games and watching anime. It definitely would have made my life easier.

My supervisor had a large ego, and if I played to it then he would probably have seen me in a more favorable light. I was young, enthusiastic, and competitive so I was going above and beyond at my job displaying a higher level of competence and accountability than than my co-workers including the supervisor. Some of them probably felt fear about being replaced by me, as performance was monitored. Outshining the peers and making them feel insecure. They then use you as the scapegoat for their insecurity.

This is how I used to view the 48 Laws of Power:

  1. I want to have control over my life and have the most power in my life that I can have. Favorable outcomes, people on my side helping me, perfect reputation, everyone loves me. I play the laws perfectly and then I win.

In QoLing, this is like the best thing since sliced bread. I devoured everything I could find. I ran PCC, felt incredibly “redpilled.” People were out of my way, and if they came in my way I could easily handle it. I could flip any type of manipulation on its head. Relationships were great, I was in a favorable position with everyone. I was likeable to everybody because I was playing the game. I was influencing, and charismatic. Felt like a god. Untouchable. I’m an entrepreneur and I would disagree that only in the corporate world do the Laws of Power truly shine. They shine everywhere, in everything. It’s like a very powerful, niche behavioral psychology, that you are becoming proficient in the more you play and understand. I was ecstatic about it. In every fantasy novel I’ve read, the kings, the gods, the politics, the power games, and etc was all a fetish to me. I loved it, and I got the chance to unfold it in real life in a realistic fashion.

The thing about QoLing is that I never stop. I mastered the Robert Greene world, but as I kept progressing in QoL, I began to enter a strange world that didn’t make sense.

It all started with my QoL goal. My goal was to manifest amazing people around me. A basic social QoL.

I wanted high quality, authentic, trustworthy people that I felt deeply connected with. Amazing people that blew my mind, so that we could create moments and do things together. I wanted to have a great time with great people.

When I used to go on Twitter, all of my friends would retweet narcissistic statements pertaining to toxic friends, relationships, blocking people, jealousy, etc. Most people in society are quite lonely and I was also somewhat lonely. It seemed like everyone was closed off, divisive, and only in it for themselves. I would get acquainted with and relish in the common goals with someone, but beyond that there was nothing. Everything was on the most superficial level. There was no deeper level bonding with another human, no comradery. Nice words, kind emojis, blatant acts of kindness and showcases of care - but it was all from a momentary place or a gesture of power from unintegrated shadow. In other scenarios, it was just “let me see your weaknesses, I play the games and now you see me in a favorable light”. It was all empty.

I did some internal work, and I met someone. In retrospect, this person was a manifestation to guide me into the higher levels of QoL. One of my closest friends now, and I’m probably going to copy and paste some of this to them. This person’s brain is wired differently. It’s the way they were raised (made sense after meeting their family), they don’t feel envy in a traditional sense. They’re immune to Law 1, as in you can outshine them and they will never have a thought process of envy, or insecurity about it in any realm of life or situation. They will just sit back and admire you, it’s all genuine. At first I thought this person was faking it, but they weren’t. It’s the way they perceive things, which I myself have come to share in a lot of things. One of the highest levels of charisma I’ve ever encountered in real life, and while looking at this person, I noticed that everyone loved them but they were oblivious. In my naive QoL competitive sense (at the time), they were beating me in charisma, likeability, and influence. It didn’t matter what subliminals I was running or how many hours I put into the topic of power dynamics/influence. They didn’t even know what a power game is, and still don’t. Just a fully authentic and completely present individual who looks into your eyes first, rather than the power dynamic strategy in their head. No insecurity to even project. That was a wild encounter because at first I was thinking, “I want this person in my social circle” but no matter how hard I tried with the power games and trying to win them over with my knowledge base, it didn’t work.

At the time I didn’t understand why. Every encounter, it was just like a forcefield around them.

I just let my subconscious mind guide me.

I let go of all the power dynamics, by doing massive internal work. Next thing you know, not only did this person insert themselves into my social group, but so did many others after that. My whole life changed and now I’m around the most wholesome amazing people, met their families, went to gatherings, just all full of love, present and without hidden motives. So immersed in the joys of connection, understanding, and reciprocating of fulfilling energy that the thought of a dark insecurity or human tendency doesn’t even cross the mind in any of us. We’re not in those situations, we just enjoy life. We’ve opened up to each other. Vulnerabilities. When we’re together, it’s safe to be vulnerable.

The key was acting from authenticity and from the heart rather than from the mind. Not the high-ground or the low-ground, but meeting eye to eye and acknowledging what’s on the table without judgement or projection. Human to human. A lot of the work involved in this, is self-love. And all of the high quality people that I’ve met in my life, either know of self-love as a working concept of self-growth that they’ve practiced, or are into some type of transcendent based exercise, whether shadow work or meditation. There’s always something.

That person who I met, I began to match them and enter their world. That gave me even more clarity to the puzzle. Now I could see everything due to being on both sides. I then experienced what it was like to be in their shoes, and have others try to get me in their social circles but fail.

It’s a subconscious filter of congruence going there. I interact with a lot of my old self in the business world, for the sake of doing business. A lot of validation seekers and status junkies with a fake frame, that try to appeal to your ego. It’s as if there is a subconscious filter in my mind to where I see through it or it doesn’t resonate to me due to living in such a strong internal reality. A high quality person doesn’t have easily manipulated insecurities, the internal power is very high. The only way to get them, is to match it. So when you attempt to use those strategies on them, it does the opposite effect. There is no strategy, you have to match them in congruence. You have to first be something, to experience it or attract it.

The 48 Laws of Power to me, are something that is ideal within a pocket of QoL, but eventually grown out of for those who want a higher quality of life. Or more accurately, for those who have the courage to reach higher qualities of life.

There is no Law of Power that is more powerfully applied than engaging with someone from a place beyond the ego. Because at that point, you’re not appealing to what gives them comfort, you’re appealing to what removes their need for comfort in the first place. That’s a completely different level of power, with unbeatable results.

It’s even something that I’m unconsciously applying on my social media project, with a very high level of success.

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Just noticed while scrolling that some things I write in my offline journal are very long. Longest one is a solid 5 pages long, just completely flowed out everything.

It’s actually pretty fascinating. Some days it’s literally one sentence, and other days a page. I don’t mind, as long as I do whatever that needs to happen to reach my goals.

Feb. 13 /2024

12% into 2024, almost 11% to my social media goal, and 15% to my wealth goal.

Clear progression to massive goals, but the numbers are deceiving. Time is daunting, because I’ve barely scratched anything. Yet the amount of change I’ve gone through to get to this point is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced. Now it’s really making sense why everyone struggles, especially with large scale goals. They’re almost unattainable as in don’t bother. Making something that is generally unpractical, practical is the most terrifying thing ever. I’ll keep going though.

This journey is beyond wild, but I’m here for it. Sometimes I stop and just laugh to myself, that I can’t believe I’m actually doing this. It gets easier at least. Definitely crossed over something in the last few days. Some type of checkpoint.

The theme for this January was tapped In. The theme for February is paradise is a state. Feel like I’ve already completed the lesson for this month, which is weird. Everything is sped up at this stage of the game. Seems like every day is a massive internal undertaking where I’m learning something or going through a shift. Digging at ridiculous rates.

reminder ** I have 2 things I have to journal about:

  1. 2 types paradise
  2. intuition enhancement

Have to explore this and move on to whatever is next - which I have absolutely no clue what it is. This is really exciting.

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Paradise is a state (February 13/2024)

Paradise is a state. There’s 2 of them.

One of them is based on escapism and the other is based on grounding.

Example of the first one (very common):

Life is tough, nothing is working out. Human experience is perfectly difficult. The mind looks for paradise by escaping from the reality of human experience. So you forget it about. Most people have either never visited paradise, or have visited temporarily. This form is always temporary because it’s transitioning states. Furthermore, it’s always temporary because reality will come knocking on the door. The more you ignore the the knocks, the louder they become until suddenly your door is viciously ripped open. Not very pleasant.


Example of the second one, which is the true paradise. Very rare, very congruent. Extremely difficult, and requires I would like to say courage, but it’s much deeper than that. I don’t know definitively know what the other factors are yet.

Whereas the first one is based on floating, escaping and almost zooming out detachment.

The second one is based on the complete opposite. Immersing, grounding, and zooming in even more.

Transcendence through grounding, rather than escaping.’

So you still have the reality of the human experience, but all that happens is that you understand it more. Just a deeper understanding of it. Or how reality is a compulsive liar, you’re merely just being able to see through some of the lies. This is basically what spirituality elders and all of them do. Sages, ancient masters, etc. Nobody is special or superior, they just have a broader understanding of human experience as a whole and this awareness naturally by basic human mental process, creates understanding that happen to be remove a lot of stress, internal “suffering”, and negative emotions. Mainly because the truth is actually quite pleasant. Something that is underrated that nobody talks about or at least I have yet to fi nd any quote pertaining to, is that it definitely makes everything about existing, human experience, and life itself about a million times more fascinating. I notice that I’ve been lately in awe of things because I now understand it better of what it actually is and what is going on. It’s wild, and awesome.

I don’t how I got here, as I’m just a QoLer. This must be part of the transcendent realm of mental health QoL, as I’ve already have phenomenal physical and mental health but wanted more. I’m not disappointed that’s for sure. I’m not even all the way through it completely, just learning as I go. I don’t know the cap which is beyond exciting. How much better can this get, I don’t know. This whole journey also increases manifestations, flow factor, intuition, all on a different level than I’ve ever been able to perceive. Something that I kind of need given my ambitious goals and timeframes. I suspect or at least would like to think that that is just an inevitable checkpoint for everyone’s growth and progression but I’ll believe it when I see it. It makes sense in theory. Most people are doing basic trauma or self-love work, improving their dating life with regards to self-worth with women, productivity, taking action, comfort zones in the societal world, sexual healing, etc. All games that I’ve already beaten, and long time ago as well. For example, some people are overcoming things like a porn addiction for instance, but I mastered that over 4 years ago and have been linearly developing ever since with the most powerful tools for internal work, in the deepest realms of internal work. So I’m not actually special I just linearly progressed and kept moving to the next thing, while being diligent, consistent, serious, and having the courage to never stagnate or call it quits. Everything is quite smooth, different levels and stages of progression. Different frameworks, it’s literally like an art gallery. Unbelievable. Another source of inspiration, other people’s development. I no longer have a defensive mechanism with dissonance or in regard to another framework, I just get inspired. It’s weird and new, but amazing.

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On the financial side of things, and social media, I’ve unfolded exceptional new strategies and values. Changed a lot of things in my work, and mindset.

The problem with talking about these things publicly, is that it’s too much free game and far too valuable. Something I got cracked down on a while back when I was too open and someone stole an idea of mine. Personal unfoldings, discussions, and experiences that can be put into a book and go toe to toe (in my opinion) with the value found in best sellers.

There is something priceless about the unique transformation of an individual’s mindset as they journey through wealth brackets. It’s a story. It’s almost sacred.

In my early entrepreneur days, I would follow a lot of successful gurus on social media. They would always have inspiring, powerful quotes. I always wondered “how do you come up with this stuff”. It’s because they take action, they experience, and they unfold realizations while accumulating wisdom.

You can’t just post such powerful concepts on a public internet forums to certain audiences. That’s why I’ve never found any deeply profound knowledge on them. Just reiteration of the same things.

This why wealth subliminals are amazing because as you develop and grow, you start becoming like the people you use to follow. But in your own unique way.

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Intuition enhancement and Flow States

My business partner is super religious. Does some prayer thing multiple times a day. Some strange practice.

I consider myself to be a mix of agnostic and atheist. I jump back and forth. Never been a fan of religions, though I find it fascinating to observe. Also not a fan of occult or kundalini, all weird stuff to me.

My business partner does a lot of fasting, especially on certain occasions. He also does bouts of abstinence, which I’ve made every joke possible about to his distaste. He doesn’t like it when I’m blasting metal music in the main office. He’s very conservative, traditional, etc.

Recently we were talking about intuition. In his religion and etc, when they do fasting and abstain from things like meat among other things, they say that they’re very “connected” and have stronger “intuition”. It makes no sense whatsoever. I was intrigued because the end goal seems to be very similar to being tapped in.

After these last 43 days, I now understand what he meant. When you’re very clear internally, in body and mind then you have higher level of awareness. More balanced, more clear, more present, more calm, etc. You’re more confident in your knowing, your insights are better, and your being (mind and body) has a peaceful upstanding rather than a chaotic detriment. That’s a state which is conducive to natural flow and movement. A lot of it is forefront awareness.

For example: If someone is watching porn bathing in negative garbage and hating themselves, then won’t having any strong intuition. I’ve always known this as a fact, because the forefront of their awareness is brought down to the most primal base level which is full of fear, reactiveness and chaos. There’s no centered power. Basic state’s not conducive to being tapped in on any level to a centered awareness.

I notice in this month, as I keep going I become more tapped in. My intuition is the best it’s ever been, and it will only keep enhancing as I keep going. However, I don’t abstain, do fasting or avoid meat. I eat a lot meat. I also don’t believe in abstinence but healthy sexuality which I find enhances everything even more. I use sex mainly to enhance connection, rather than to experience pleasure because gratification doesn’t have any long-term development, it’s in a vacuum. A lesson that I experienced and ignored (with ramifications) for a long time while living the “dream”. Business partner isn’t sexually healed like 99.8% of society, but that’s none of my business. Even after inspiring him to get in the gym and change his life. In my social media project, I had 3 options and the sexual theme was one of them because it’s starved. Glad I didn’t go anywhere near that, as that would have been all types of strange.

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Passion >

February. 14/2024

I wrote something really powerful today in my offline journal. This seems to be a recurring theme where my perceptions as I’m unfolding and realizing, turn into words and it’s mind-boggling to my own mind. It’s really fun, I’m just collecting and saving all the good ones for the right moment. Or just to mull over every now and then.

I throw them at my girlfriend, and it blows her mind too. A pretty awesome result, lol.

Looks like the only ones I’ve thrown on here, are the Anglerfish and the Masculine/Feminine energy, which are pretty deep but throwaway material. Essentially looking for fundamental truths, in the most physical levels of nature, instinct, and biology.

Looking for inherent wisdom embedded within the raw, primal aspects of nature to improve understanding of the world. Illusion color is similar in regard to the sensory and biological mechanisms, but was a reply to someone rather than a throwaway. Good, good. Nothing too crazy in my journal.

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Changed my mind, deleted all 3. Time to take a break from the forum. It’s authentic to just write whatever is going on regardless of the place, and that’s what proper journaling is. At the same time, it isn’t wise.

I really shouldn’t be online journaling. If I’m authentically journaling wealth, I’m giving away too much value. If I’m authentically journaling interconnected realizations, they’re so profound and deep it feels out of place.

I don’t know, but the subliminals work. They work almost too well, it’s amazing.