Dropping EB
Care to sgare why?
Today I just thought that luther will drop EB.
Cuz Iām thinking about it also haha
Change happens when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change.
What are you waiting for?
Hey Luther
Very curious as well hahaha
Why the sudden shift and dropping of Emperor Black?
I honestly just needed the focus from it, the timing was perfect. After a few loops, I think I have enough self-sustaining momentum to drop it and since my new routine involves talking to a lot of people⦠Emperor Black just doesnāt fit right now. It did its job and I got what I wanted from it. Itās like I had a thin barrier preventing me from transitioning into the next stage of my life and a few loops of EB helped shatter it completely, allowing me to put all of my focus onto my goals.
As of right now, Iām not interested in anything except for increasing my income exponentially. I havenāt had sex in the last 2 days which is insane to me. 2 fucking days. Sexual transmutation is at an all time high and Iām aiming to maximize it in every way possible.
I just donāt give a fuck about anything except for my goals. Iāve switched into high speed AMG mode. I donāt even know whatās happening with the World Cup, I just tuned out.
Balance is important, but not right now. After I reach my goals (it may take anywhere from 1-5 years), THEN Iāll settle down and fuck around. After that Iāll start a new hobby like gaming, traveling, making music, or gardening maybe⦠who knows.
I need to get a move on, as Iāve been complacent for too long and itās been eating away at me. Iāve stagnated in my reality and given myself the illusion that Iām growing, whether itās listening to loops of Libertine which offers me fucking nothing or skimming through a month of Khan without any real differences except dating different women and going to social events. I put too much stock into holidays like Halloween and use them as an escape from my usual norm because deep down Iāve been living like the movie Groundhog Day and crave for something different in the deepest part of me. The complacency and comfort of the reality I live everyday is the antichrist of my growth. I just need to spin the wheel and step on the gas without looking back. Fuck everything.
I used the word āfuckā a lot, my bad⦠this is some deep stuff for me.
I realized that I canāt be messing around when I literally have ALL of the tools (subliminals) at my disposal to get whatever I want. I have too much of an advantage over most people to not be maximizing the shit out of it.
I use subliminals as tools to help me get to my goals. I create goals and then I intuitively pick subliminals that I feel like will get me closer to my goal. I also listen intuitively in a way that I feel like will get me closer to my goal. I do all of this and usually⦠I get closer to my goal while leveling up along the way.
My life doesnāt revolve around subliminals, I use them as power ups and tools. My goals always come first. Real-life practical goals. Speaking of which, this needs to be said as a just incase. I sometimes joke around and use edgy words like ādarkā or ājoin the darksideā etc. I always mean it in a joking context. I notice some people use similar concepts and words but mean it literally. Thereās a difference between real-life practical application and mental masturbation. Itās important that people learn how to separate the two.
Anyways, Iām going into 2023 with a completely different mentality and with something I can stand behind and push forth with. I say this every month, which is probably a good thing⦠but I believe that Iām the best Iāve ever been right now.
I am happy for you brother.
Just a reminder for your wealth creation:
Maybe you have emperor in your mind for this goal.
But maybe Emperor doesnāt fit your archetype and you need to be social, so I giess Khan with other wealth subs could help. Khan hives you social power which is important for gathering employees.
Emperor making you antisocial is not true.
Iāve been running Emperor for 2,5 years now and Iām doing socially fine, thank you. Same goes with the employees.
Iām naturally extremely introverted. But when I need to switch on the charm and charisma, I can handle it all easily.
This is not theory for me. I have 15 people at the moment working for me.
That was not the point I wanted to imply
My bad, didnāt understand you correctly then
Anyway, Emperor has plenty of social power.
In my opinion, you can get great results with all of the wealth related subs. With ZP your mind goes where it needs to go. I have no proof of it, but I believe even Mogul would make you have enough social power if it was needed for your success.
Thatās a very good point
Iāve been going on a Christmas shopping spree buying a whole bunch of awesome stuff.
The thing that completely drove me over the edge is this:
I should be able to buy whatever I truly want, without having to āchill outā.
I had to settle for a cheaper, lower quality version of something because the one I wanted to get for someone was too expensive and I didnāt want to go āoverboardā. What the fuck is āoverboardā.
I know I can manifest it⦠but itās like:
āWhy canāt I just easily buy it myself, with my own money?ā
Itās not even about ego or materialism. Itās this feeling of being limited in my reality when I know that deep down inside, there are no limits.
This little scenario just blew up something in my brain and I no longer care about anything until I remove this limitation in my reality. Everything has taken a back-seat until I do.
The average person would go āitās not a big deal Luther, just get the cheaper versionā. I donāt want it for the sake of spending money, I want it because itās the highest quality, most powerful and best version of the product and thatās the one I want to gift to someone I love. Itās plain and simple to me, there shouldnāt be these limitations, need to āchill outā or whatever the fuck.
Me desperately looking to make a big change in my life and have an outlet to sink my time into combined with this scenario has lit a fire under my ass. The last time I had a fire like this is when I was making average income and listening to Emperor. Itās the kind of fire to where if you watch some of the most inspiring videos on youtube, it all feels like mediocre shit because youāre in that state 24/7. Itās like your life is on the line type of fire. A lot of this has to do with the fact that Iāve been having extreme thoughts such as āI donāt even want to live in a reality with this limitation.ā You can only image the level of motivation. I literally feel unstoppable, the ambition is literally overwhelming.
The state Iām in right now, itās like:
Most people listen to a motivational soundtrack to get inspired. When I listen to a motivational soundtrack I feel like Iām inspiring it or as if itās inspired out of my feeling rather than me getting inspired out of its feeling. I donāt know if this makes sense, itās hard to explain.
Anyways yeah, itās Saturday and Iām still in AMG mode. I have 1 thing on my mind and 1 thing only, which is complete financial freedom.
A lot of Khan/EB programming is still with me. Iāve been getting cracked down on hard.
This morning I was self-reflecting on the cause of my complacency. I will be honest, Iāve been using the averages of society as a permission to be lazy.
I thought āyou have it pretty good Luther, way better than most men. A lot of people are struggling, living in poverty, canāt get any women, have life-debilitating illnesses, etc. Be grateful Luther, take it easy buddy.ā
Khan: - sits on the chair blowing smoke- āNice speech mate, do you want a fucking cookie?ā
Comparing oneās self to others has to be one of the most dangerous mind-viruses out there. It gives you the illusion that youāve accomplished something and can chill out. You have to get these tiers such as āaverageā, ānormalā, what is āsuccessfulā out of your head because it will just limit you at both ends. You have to tunnel vision on what you want, end of story. You have to live your reality like youāre literally in a tunnel or as the main character in your video game.
Fuck everything.
This is the last post Iām writing in the journal
moderators please close journal, Iām done here
thanks