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Welcome to the dark side
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Thanks, I wanted to hype myself up lol
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Mainly using Emperor Black to hyper-focus on my goals. Not stacking anything.
My current goals are:
- Wealth goals
- Bodybuilding goals (my new hobby)
I don’t need wealth subs or physical shifting subs, as I’m good on all of that and smooth sailing. Increased monk mode-y focus can only help… so I thought “why not” and plus it’s Emperor Black.
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I’ll be mainly updating on gym progress and wealth goal updates as they come about. Launching a new service next week and have some downtime. Picked up recreational bodybuilding as a hobby recently… because I enjoy working out and being in shape.
I noticed that going to the gym and consistently working out is so habitual and a part of me - like brushing my teeth in the morning. There’s not much thought about it. I have developed a lot of habits with these subs… for example, I’m almost always minted out and I was never like this before. Lol. It’s all just unconscious competence.
I was recently pointed out to, that my self-care habits and whatnot are actually above average but I personally thought in my own mind that, “it’s minimal”. This feeling of it being minimal was nonchalance and I believe I discovered one of the ways that nonchalance of WANTED can express - through unconscious competence. Not sure though.
Anyways, I’d say that 90% of my interests in the past here have been with sexual-related products… there won’t be any of that here.
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I’m in the middle of setting up a home-gym, lol
I have nearly everything, the shit is heavy though.
This is going to be awesome… not having to pay for a gym membership.
Emperor Black already working as I’ve retreated into my home… LOL. People are going to be wondering what happened to me. There’s really no distractions now. I also get to grunt as loud as I want, lol. I get to do all types of shenanigans now… oh yeah. Knock out 5 sets, go upstairs, bang the mistress, cook some fish. Holy shit, I can actually workout in my underwear. There’s all this accessibility and ease now… I don’t have to drive (especially the damn icy roads we have out here) to the gym. and act “civilized” LOL.
It is here in my home, that I will become a true caveman.
I’ve also ironically been growing a beard. Not sure what this all means… lol.
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Feels so great to finally have a hobby that I can tell people about lol. So this is what it’s like, wow. I always dreaded the question when meeting new people. I never lied to them but I’ve always jokingly said that I don’t have any and quickly changed the topic LMAO. Partner asked me do something earlier today and I refused. I said “I’m a busy man… with hobbies.” LMAO. Oh yeah… I’m enjoying this.
What else do I write in here… I have to get a few Christmas gifts for a couple of people. I have no clue on what to get them but I’m sure I’ll figure it out with my newfound focus.
It’s getting late now, time for me to head off. For the past 3 weeks, I’ve been going to sleep very early.
I’ve been doing this weird thing where like, you know how when the next day is a big day like an exam day or a job interview, etc and you can feel that anticipation as you’re going to sleep. I have that feeling even when tomorrow is a mundane day, I sometimes pretend to psyche myself up like that lol just because I like the feeling of uncertainty. I noticed that I naturally like challenging scenarios and risk-taking, not even for the growth. I always told myself that it’s because I’m obsessed with growth but it’s always been a lie to feel good about myself, lol. It’s some type of selfish thing where being put in certain stressful situations and having to dig deep within yourself is addictive. The feeling of having to force yourself to do it and also being successful in doing so is just - something in itself… it’s addictive. I think I’ve always had it on some dormant level in my youth but the Khan growth just took it a crazy level. Looking at some of my past posts here, I was damn near obsessed with action and getting pissed off at anything that wasn’t related to action-taking LOL. Khan was no joke, but yeah lol.
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life’s natural dopamine system lol
need to make a new gym playlist
got it done, easy
realy feeling the focus and lack of distraction
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Think i finally figured out the best stack for me, this is just simply awesome
I don’t lol, please tell
I like stories 